Yum!

Especially since it seems like I'm used only for what I can help pay for.

Sorry for the long rant. I'm just tired mentally, emotionally, & physically.

Everyone who's offered to let me be little all live 2.5+ hours away. So it's not feasible. I'll just suffer alone as usual. Nobody seems to GAF :(

My 2nd brother called me a fuckin pedophile because my niece & nephew & younger cousins would sometimes ask me to play with them. He hasn't apologized for it yet. Not the first time though.

First time was when I was 19 & visiting Mexico & my little (at the time) cousin wanted me to play with her

It's another reason why I want to be little. Back then. I was actually loved by them. Not because it seems like they need to keep up their personal images. Especially since my oldest brother doesn't really acknowledge me unless it's for bills

Not once have I ever been surprised with anything nice. Always, "Surprise! You need to pay more for rent!" Or how they constantly break promises to me. Especially on my birthday where I wanted a specific kind of tacos but was told "Takes too long & ""NeXt TiMe" even though it's never next time.

When I sprained my ankle. She didn't really offer much or any help as it was more focused on my grandpa/her dad. Then again, both my Mom & Sister didn't like that the Doctor told me to wear a medical boot and use crutches and wanted to rush my healing so I could do stuff for them

Same!!!

Felt. I haven't had a chance in forever

That looks so pretty! I wish I could have something like that :(