but i could never do that either. my friends are the reason i keep going. and i want to be able to keep going. i love them so much

i hate it. i don’t want to feel this way. i love my friends and i trust them. and despite that im still worried that ill be left all alone. it’s counterintuitive but it makes me want to just. pull away. because at least then there would be a reason for what my brain keeps telling me is inevitable.

that they wouldn’t. it doesn’t seem like something that any of them would do. but i’m so scared regardless and i hate it. i know it’s partially because it’s happened before with a friend group where they just decided collectively they didn’t want to hang out with me and didn’t even tell me why but.

pissing me off

it’s just not possible for someone to love me in that way i think

like before i transitioned essentially my dysphoria overwhelmed my brain problems to an extent that i didn’t notice them but now that dysphoria is only the cause of half my spirals the brain problems feel so much worse.

WOOOOO!!!!!

she could dance with her forever

it becomes almost instinctual, reacting to her dance partner, and maybe some conversation happens. she’s grown fond of karmalita but she has to slay her and take the heart in order to save pharloom. and the yuri is as much about her grappling with that. because she knows that memories don’t age.

poll: i’m always on your side

woah. nohgt shfit

also i’d like to apologize in advance is this is a misinterpretation of the ask for nice things in general ahahaha