For clarity

Before Collective Shout:
YouTube suspended
Twitch ban 2x
PornHub censor 2x
Fansly censor 1x

After Collective Shout:
Twitch ban 1x
Patreon 3x audio flags
Patreon suspended (temporary)
Ko-fi suspended (indefinite?)
Buy Me a Coffee suspended
Pornhub 1x censor
Vice reporting censored

Love it so much and soooo jealous! Also will say you definitely inspired my fashion! Got my own witch hat and everything!

I know the feeling, even if it may not be in the same situation. I can tell you there are more people who would miss you then you think, so if things are getting really bad, I would hope you focus on getting better rather then fall deep into despair, in whatever form that takes.

Definitely looks like its improved!