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hi father we sent $50 i hope that y'all can get what you need soon!

we don't need much to get real change rn. my hope is as always: things must get just awful enough that a sea change becomes inevitable. but no awfuller.

it's a morbid hope, but the best one i've found. the brainwashing is breaking. love wins in the long run.

there is hope. i think our best hope right now is that the people in power are incompetent at what they are doing and that their extremely loud awfulness being projected to otherwise good people helps them see the deception

it won't be everyone. but such brazenness means it will be aa lot of folks.

i'm so sorry i can't give you all what we were lucky enough to get.

i know times are desperate and i know not every one of us will make it through. but i commit to doing whatever becomes within my power to help.

lotta good folks out there working on it. do what you can to survive in the meantime.

one of my main goals in life rn is going to be get myself back on a track where i can help folks out again. we're currently okay and with any luck i can have the time now to figure out what i can successfully do without having to do it at while being crushed mentally.

that remains to be seen. i am going to work on getting my head and my body ok. i never lost my heart tho. close one!

ok not rly but if anything would have done that, it would have been the last few years.

i love you all, as ever. i miss being active #onhere.

i'll be back, Universe willing. 💜🦄

and it's you that did that. all of you who shared. all of you who gave. all of you who left us a note of support when we needed it. who just gave a shit about us. i wish i can pull myself together in such a way as i can help all the folks i know who need help right now.

but it's possible. and with the crushing weight of all the world i've felt on my shoulders, both my own and others' because of the general situation, that's enough for now.

we have time--at least a few years probably--to get things sorted, maybe get better enough for me to work at something.

i wish i could thank you all by name. i don't even know all your names. but this will have to do for the moment. i will try to say thanks to anyone i can in person if i ever get the chance.

i'm still going to fancy doctors, trying to find a solution to my health mess, not looking good so far tbh.

thank you so much. i can't find words to express my appreciation for all of y'all, any more now than i could then. but you truly helped us survive, or at least survive in a way that our life is still recognizable at this intersection in the road. and a few weeks ago that was almost unimaginable.

i want to thank everyone so much who has supported us, we wouldn't have made it this year we needed to last until something (my wife's dad turning out to have left her something after all when he passed a couple years back) transpired that has saved us and we're safe for the moment.

thank you.

for emg. sry really burnt rn. 🦄💜🫂

i know things suck so much rn and that you may be in real danger or worse.

and i know as well as anyone that words alone aren't much, but i love you. i care about what you're going through.

a lot of good folks who do have more are working towards a better world.

just try to hold on fam.💜🦄