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been in it for a while. tho not logging in daily

Thats enough knowledge to recognize me in a line up.

Oh and if you are wondering, I have some work ready, I just keep forgetting to post. Days been busy and I'm not that active in social. mb

Vou ver de consigo acesso a algo

ele provavelmente é minha maior paixão do momento. Nem imaginei que teria timelapse dele pintando

é até engraçado

toda pessoa, todo corpo humano, é lindo, uma obra de arte em si, basta saber olhar

(menos o meu)

srry, I forgot to reply with... anything really.

From time to time, it just feels so horrible to be in this position, It's almost like feeling horrible for existing at all. Often hanging on to the little things seens to be all we have.

And you're right. We gotta belive that we all have worth

And I look at myself and after all the bad I feel, it all goes down to apathy. And I think I should feel bad for that and then I do. Then after a bit I forgot and I'm just apathetic again.

Idk, just felt like putting it out.

And pls, no need for (pls, dont) generic positivity. I dont feel like it

When will I move on?

I'm not a suicidal person, I dont feel that way, I was never able to practice self harm.

But I dont feel happy, I dont habe perspective of future, I dont feel like I have a reason to live, nor that I'm capable of living by myself.

I feel like that everytime since I remember