Heckin MOOD. I haven't come close to/been crying for so long but THERAPIST IS JUST LIKE SPITTING CRYING FIRE

I have to go out and get black pants for a reception this weekend, but emotionally and probably physically too I don't want to go out. But I have to get pants. But I don't want to g-

I am; I'm in pharmacy but only a technician atm (in school for PharmD). And no, I can't apply based on financial qualifications; my health has basically wiped out my savings. :( I do have someone who *can* financially support me living there though, at least.

Been looking, but unfortunately most everywhere is like "please have been working for the last 2 years," and my health has kept me from doing so, even though I *do* have the education! :(

Gosh, this is a MOOD.

Mostly just me doing brain things and wondering "uh am I just ASD like the docs said 20 years ago or am I *both*" xD;;;

Yeah, there's so much cross-over between ASD and ADHD things that it's like... how do we separate the two and what exactly constitutes each.

(and also the fact that 100% they can be co-morbid)

It does kinda stink, but I've seen some people just using the male character to get the girl rival, 'cause hair and clothes aren't gender-locked! They just use male pronouns.

It's like, this is something to help me get places when I *don't* have a good day. So it's a good thing that I have it. But I also kinda want to cry about it? I'm still so young...

aesthetic... what's today's crinkle?

Probably a silly question, but do people on the spectrum do this as well? Asking for a "friend"... <.<;

They really do remind me so much of the kind I grew up with! Toddlers unite! :D

Mood................

I'm still trying to figure out my look... Nothing's jumped out at me *yet* that's like "oh HAVE to wear that."