I’m going to say this with my whole chest. Science of Identity Foundation are an abusive cult with Chris Butler as their leader. I would know. I grew up in it and have CPTSD as a result. Tulsi Gabbard is still involved. They traffic children, use blood money, used us as bait.

Sometimes when life is really hard and your mental health has taken hit after hit, you hold onto those moments of joy like a lifeline. It’s important to see them and just cover yourself in them like a blanket, because that is what will sustain you. Look for the joy in every moment

This “man” spent $10m on a banana duct taped to a wall. Can you imagine how many unhoused and hungry people this money could have helped??? I am beyond angry. And for anyone thinking this is a joke, it’s not. I have very reliable information that this is true.

This “man” spent $10m on a banana duct taped to a wall. Can you imagine how many unhoused and hungry people this money could have helped??? I am beyond angry. And for anyone thinking this is a joke, it’s not. I have very reliable information that this is true.

This song always gets me. Yes I know I wrote all the pieces, music, guitar, lyrics etc. yes a friend at the time provided a small addition to it. But this song is about the effects of cultic abuse. And I will always thing of this as my best song. on.soundcloud.com/4jHnteNCJm5h...

I wrote this song, still trapped in a cult, and after surviving a car crash that involved me smashing my head through a car window, my side being demolished by a tree, I was able to walk away. This didn’t matter tho. They still kicked me out for being sad. on.soundcloud.com/g2ZW61DqqsNs...

My cover of the Deftones bloody amazing song ‘My Own Summer”. I wanted to give it a darker twist. Call it the goth in me on.soundcloud.com/HDcMe2ethh1z...

This is a performance I will always be proud of. I love The Gossip. I hadn’t performed live in years due to fat shaming from various parties including my parents. Again, part of a performance for a charity event & we were able to donate $3k to disadvantaged kids. youtu.be/WOmXmjLaB1E?...

I love Haley Williams and Paramore. This is me trying my best attempt at ‘Ignorance’ live for a charity event youtu.be/rGQb6BGXQok?...

The eye of Sauron is watching…

16 years since we met, 2 children later and a bunch of things (including me also almost severing my pinky a week before the wedding, hence the cast). But we are still as strong as ever. I love this man. Ps I made my dress and the boys vests. Never been prouder. #charmpatterns

For all those parents out there who have pre-teen children on the spectrum - you are most definitely not alone and your feelings are valid. When communication is disrupted through a number of factors, it can feel especially hard. Just wanted to send hugs out to whoever needs it.

I wrote this song about spending my childhood in a cult, then how I felt when I was able to free myself. It’s meant to sound like that skip rope game we played in the 80’s. on.soundcloud.com/URKnobxV4zbS...

I wrote this song within 1 week of meeting my now husband and partner of over 16 years. It’s still true today. He’s my rock. on.soundcloud.com/xok4fhyaXoo9...

I just want to share my music and hopefully connect with like minded people. I’m in Melbourne Australia, post cult survivor, singing and music has been my saviour. I want to start a band but don’t want to compete with singing. It is my safe space.