I say that for 2 reasons.

- I live with my bankrupt parents. Middle of nowhere. I'm trapped here.

- I can't buy anything. No new games, femme clothes, clothes that fit and aren't stained, car insurance, active phone, ect. Luckily my parents found me health insurance. So at least I'm medicated.

So. Sad part time. The stuff I don't like talking about.

I'm jobless, and can't keep jobs. I have frequent panic attacks when working (MAYBE c-ptsd), severe depression, severe adhd/add, and ASD. Issue is that SSI, the totally reliable saint program that cares, doesn't care.