族譜右下角的寶寶是朋朋的乖兒（好

詳細的製作心得可以看這邊~
www.plurk.com/p/3gve2cyvjy

啊應該是說第一則正常的文ww笑死忘了幾個月前又鬱過一下www
這邊放一下其他光線照的~我真的很不會照相（

I feel like I might give some of my old interests another go... maybe I'll start drawing my ocs again and post them here, but I'm honestly not optimistic about this at all
The magic left; idk will it ever come back

Just how do ppl discover their hobbies and interests anyway? 😢

And so, even if I now wanted to put in the time and effort to rediscover who I truly am, I've zero idea as to where or how to even start 😭
Nothing seems to be clicking 😔 It's so frustrating and demoralizing this way

Even when I tried to seek out new hobbies and things to do, the sense of wonder and curiosity I used to have for life is just... gone
Everything has become the same—colourless and irrelevant

Nothing sparks joy or interests me anymore
I know I don't hate the things I used to love, I'm just indifferent towards them now

I might take an interest in a hobby simply because doing so would make the ppl around me like me
Not because I enjoy the activity itself
And now that I'm taking the time to reevaluate some of my priorities in life, I realized I don't actually feel anything towards the things I thought I loved

My interests, personality, and quirks etc... none of them truly originated from me
They all came from the ppl around me

I feel like I've forgotten the person I was... Or maybe I never knew myself to begin with. It's like my whole life has been one giant façade. Who I thought I was had always just been me trying to please the ppl around me