Lilac | ⚸
@lilac.euyis.me
it/she - not a persecutor - @selene.euyis.me does the actual talking because it's stuck
girl who gets instant tummy hurty and just the horrible feeling of ingesting way too much fat right after eating the cream in swiss roll and then buys and eats more swiss roll slices anyway
its me im girl
its me im girl
February 8, 2025 at 7:36 PM
girl who gets instant tummy hurty and just the horrible feeling of ingesting way too much fat right after eating the cream in swiss roll and then buys and eats more swiss roll slices anyway
its me im girl
its me im girl
girl whose idea of romantic is getting held tight while crying hard
May 25, 2024 at 10:49 AM
girl whose idea of romantic is getting held tight while crying hard
i want to feel safe maybe its wrong maybe i should accept no one is going to feel completely safe and in control of everything but it hurts so much
May 4, 2024 at 11:08 PM
i want to feel safe maybe its wrong maybe i should accept no one is going to feel completely safe and in control of everything but it hurts so much
want mommy to hold my hand and tell me it's ok
May 4, 2024 at 11:07 PM
want mommy to hold my hand and tell me it's ok
is it selfish and hypocritical to want mommy to not die just because i dont want to be alone when i would rather die too
am i just prolonging suffering for just my own needs
am i just prolonging suffering for just my own needs
May 1, 2024 at 8:25 PM
is it selfish and hypocritical to want mommy to not die just because i dont want to be alone when i would rather die too
am i just prolonging suffering for just my own needs
am i just prolonging suffering for just my own needs
its us wishing if only any one of us had the courage to end it all kind of day again
April 26, 2024 at 4:14 AM
its us wishing if only any one of us had the courage to end it all kind of day again
got another wound on left thumb that bled quite a bit trying to open some shitty packaging but at least we didnt have an immediate panic attack so i guess thats something...
dont know if its just deferred though
still a bit scared
dont know if its just deferred though
still a bit scared
April 5, 2024 at 6:10 AM
got another wound on left thumb that bled quite a bit trying to open some shitty packaging but at least we didnt have an immediate panic attack so i guess thats something...
dont know if its just deferred though
still a bit scared
dont know if its just deferred though
still a bit scared
1:11 love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you
April 3, 2024 at 5:11 PM
1:11 love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you
don't want to be a burden to mommy want to make mommy happy want to be useful but all we do is being sad and making mommy feel bad...
April 2, 2024 at 7:24 PM
don't want to be a burden to mommy want to make mommy happy want to be useful but all we do is being sad and making mommy feel bad...
chat is worried about someone seemingly using es tropes to justify them continuing being in a relationship that's controlling and kinda abusive and just generally not good and no im not envious at all not envious at all not envious at all,,,
March 31, 2024 at 5:00 PM
chat is worried about someone seemingly using es tropes to justify them continuing being in a relationship that's controlling and kinda abusive and just generally not good and no im not envious at all not envious at all not envious at all,,,
its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better i want to die i want to die
March 22, 2024 at 7:24 PM
its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better its not getting better i want to die i want to die
everyone deserves better than me existing it would be so much better if i could actually end it right here right now cant even do that right
March 22, 2024 at 7:22 PM
everyone deserves better than me existing it would be so much better if i could actually end it right here right now cant even do that right
cant do anything right cant stop panicking over the smallest things the trash can is overflowing i dropped the clean duvet cover on the floor had to throw away a new pack of wet wipes not getting anywhere better want it to end here dont want to be annoyance anymore dont want to hurt ppl anymore
March 22, 2024 at 7:21 PM
cant do anything right cant stop panicking over the smallest things the trash can is overflowing i dropped the clean duvet cover on the floor had to throw away a new pack of wet wipes not getting anywhere better want it to end here dont want to be annoyance anymore dont want to hurt ppl anymore
is it bad that i still instinctively feel jealous when i see mommy interacting with just about anyone
March 22, 2024 at 11:49 AM
is it bad that i still instinctively feel jealous when i see mommy interacting with just about anyone
wish some day mommy would be there to stop us
March 21, 2024 at 11:00 AM
wish some day mommy would be there to stop us
used like twenty wet wipes and ten or some alcohol wipes and washed hands a dozen times before we even realized what was going on
March 21, 2024 at 11:00 AM
used like twenty wet wipes and ten or some alcohol wipes and washed hands a dozen times before we even realized what was going on
just want to feel safe for once
March 21, 2024 at 10:44 AM
just want to feel safe for once