Tanya
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Tanya
@lilac-hearth.bsky.social
Supposedly this place is less evil than average
HAHHAA 💯 im just a widdle neurodivergent baby nobody can get mad at me 🥺🥺
I don't know why y'all are reacting with such vigor, I'm clearly only talking about card suits. I mean I have ADHD and this was CLEARLY just an accident that people happened to interpret to mean something other than just card suits.
January 21, 2025 at 11:53 PM
Well hey I’m autistic too and I’m not a fucking nazi, you colossally gullible imbeciles. If Muskrat is autistic it means he very intentionally just advertised being a nazi.
What all you’re saying is that you think autistic people like me are fucking five years old or or idiots. We are not.
January 21, 2025 at 11:52 PM
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Just sharing a piece of good news from somewhere else in the world
In less than 24 hours, gay marriage will become legal in Thailand; in less than 48, marriage registration will start.
January 21, 2025 at 5:55 PM
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Frank Zappa predicting the future in 1986.
That future being today, in #America
January 20, 2025 at 2:40 PM
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David Lynch: The Art Life is free to watch on The Criterion Channel (until end of January) www.criterionchannel.com/david-lynch-...
January 17, 2025 at 7:08 PM
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Thank you, David Lynch.
January 16, 2025 at 10:19 PM
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david lynch loves you
January 16, 2025 at 6:48 PM
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January 20, 2025 at 5:50 AM
I DIDN’T SEE THE POST ON HIS PAGE WHEN I WROTE THIS. See you all at the meditation on Mon Jan 20th at 12pm PST!!!! Happy birthday David Lynch we love you! Let’s spread that loving kindness and warmth and ground ourselves. Ten minutes it is.
Maybe if we all loudly chant “FIX YOUR HEART OR DIE” simultaneously & rhythmically in sync like a mantra, with the energy of a Maori Haka tomorrow, we will resurrect David Lynch, and our collective transgender energy will become so powerful that Trump will shrivel up and die
January 20, 2025 at 11:48 AM
Maybe if we all loudly chant “FIX YOUR HEART OR DIE” simultaneously & rhythmically in sync like a mantra, with the energy of a Maori Haka tomorrow, we will resurrect David Lynch, and our collective transgender energy will become so powerful that Trump will shrivel up and die
January 20, 2025 at 4:05 AM
And I know these are public.
I miss the person I was when I didn’t care or at least didn’t flinch as hard when people didn’t get it
January 17, 2025 at 1:01 PM
Every time I think I can handle facing the anxiety of seeing if I can sleep or not today because I feel a little less heavy, I find a new source of distress- like oof.
January 17, 2025 at 12:59 PM
Like my doods if I could get away without the mortifying experience of being deeply known without falling into a deep depression I would. And believe me I also don’t want to get shot by the guy who knows where I live by ranting about what he did but I’m focused on being alive just right now
January 17, 2025 at 12:58 PM
Also having really bad RSD and being someone who processes trauma by talking about it pretty openly feels like playing russian roulette. We already live in a culture that shames open expression of pain and sadness and it’s so uncomfortable
January 17, 2025 at 12:55 PM
Man…..
January 17, 2025 at 12:52 PM
I wish I didn’t get weird and rigid when I have goals. My goal was to lay down at 3am, or take a shower and then lay down at 3am. I have lowkey decided the urgency to burn off some of the trauma anxiety is high but now that it’s almost 4am there’s this palpable ‘well you missed the window, give up’
January 17, 2025 at 11:57 AM
(This is snark so don’t report me), I hate Twitter, I wish BlueSky wasn’t like Twitter— I think having a character limit is a hate crime against autistic people.
(I fucking hate this format so, so much- it’s so tiring editing my sentences to this length, lord jesus)
January 17, 2025 at 11:52 AM
No fenced yard so it’s just the whole part about having to get up and put on a coat, wonder how awful I look and try to keep my nervous system under control and not feel panicky as she barks at dogs that pass by and just the sort of viscerally discomfort physically and mentally being outside
The only thing that really sucks about having rescue dogs while going through trauma is they still need to go out at the same times so if I can’t sleep I’m going to want to cry a lot when I have to take them outside because I’ll have finally fallen asleep for a little bit- I’m so tired dude
January 17, 2025 at 11:49 AM
The only thing that really sucks about having rescue dogs while going through trauma is they still need to go out at the same times so if I can’t sleep I’m going to want to cry a lot when I have to take them outside because I’ll have finally fallen asleep for a little bit- I’m so tired dude
January 17, 2025 at 11:46 AM
I didn’t even do something that deserved it or anything either. Like I was asleep. I didn’t do anything illegal. I did wake up, I did cry and wail- our friend did this to us after we paid to help them move here.. but truly; I didn’t do anything, none of us did, it was so horrifying and cruel
January 17, 2025 at 11:41 AM
.. and now David Lynch is dead..
it’s hard to sleep. I’ve been really tired and it’s so hard to sleep
January 17, 2025 at 11:37 AM
End of 2024 and start of 2025 has really been something. Was humiliated in front of neighbors wrongfully arrested for something I didn’t do wearing nothing but my nightgown, was scared shitless, I’ve never been arrested and the bail hearing judge or someone called me a threat to the community (???)
January 17, 2025 at 11:36 AM