And while civilization is collapsing, I'm in my lover girl phase, romantically lonely, even though I know I'm a fucking catch and a half. It just sucks.

I know people have things worse than I do. I just need to complain somewhere 😂😭😂

Oh I'm constantly thinking about both. And the fact that my dad died at the beginning of March. And everyone who's acted like they're interested in me that has just wanted to be friends and that my work crush was mean when I confessed my feelings. And and and...

The person doing the yearning (me) thinks it's too much to be yearning for something they can't have and also be horny (because I can't have that either)

Yeah, I'm not looking forward to watching them date other people, but I know I need to get there. But they're so gentle with my feelings and walking through this whole process with me 😭

I'm just having sad girl hours because as much as I like to be independent, I'm lonely as fuck. I miss romance and I miss sex and I miss being wanted. However, even in Portland, finding a queer Polyam woman who I find attractive and also wants me is basically impossible.

I mean, friends are great too! I just would also like a hot gf.

It's true, but I also want a really hot girlfriend

Merlin app, these are PNW birds

It's uh, not a pretty song. They just screech/scream