I can’t imagine having a parent actively push you into addiction instead of my experience where they disappear anytime they relapse so you don’t see them like that.

I cannot wait until all this house stuff is handled so I can actually peace out of here and go back to a semi happy life where I am not constantly anxious about making mistakes or depressed about my yt female boss disliking me (seemingly for no reason)

Meanwhile I thought if I didn’t do everything perfectly as an entrepreneur I couldn’t make it and should just pack up.

This has taught me that I should have more confidence in myself and my skill set

Wow!! I wasn’t aware but that’s definitely something I’m going to look into. I love the way they photograph the players in action against the colored ground. Such amazing shots to paint/draw!

Cheers to getting out of shitty apartments