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P23 That day had such a huge impact on me. I lost my voice, self-confidence, self-worth and trust. For the next 25 years I would do everything possible to please my mother and keep the peace, because it wasn't worth it, I wasn't worth it. I learned exactly what type of mother I was going to be.

P22 & I needed to stop making these crazy judgments. I can vividly remember that day & the way she made me feel. I wasn't sure exactly what I did wrong, but I knew for sure I would never share my feelings or state my opinion again with anyone, because I never wanted to feel her disapproval again.

P21 They said they were fine, but I feel like they are lying As a peacemaker I wasn't going to challenge them, and I wasn't going to talk about this to my mother,as one time at the age of 6 I said "I think this person feels this way toward me.." & she got mad& said I didn't know how another felt.

P20 Growing up as a clairsentience was difficult & as a result, I didn't trust anyone not even myself. For instance, if someone fell off their bike. I would instantly feel their knee or injury pain & I would say is your knee, okay? They say, "I'm fine" The more pain I felt the more i persisted.

P4. I soon learned that thoughts & emotions of others and myself carry super charged emotions. As a result I would avoid anything that made me or another feel any uncomfortable emotion. So, for me I went along with others because it was easier energetically. I became opinionless and lost me.

P4. I soon learned that thoughts & emotions of others and myself carry super charged emotions. As a result I would avoid anything that made me or another feel any uncomfortable emotion. So, for me I went along with others because it was easier energetically. I became opinionless and lost me.

P19 Manipulation knowingly or not with shame & fear is a form of abuse& has an extreme impact on every area of a child's life. The seeds that are planted early on in a Childs mind set the script of how they respond or react to life. Trust is learned as a baby. Parents respond over & over hungry etc

P18 The most important thing I taught him was how destructive it is to hold something that is bothering you, because of course I knew ...near or far I could feel his emotions that something was wrong & I would be relentless until he gave it to me. Eventually he learned but still forgets at times.

P17 This meant I would allow no one to plant seeds of shame, fear, guilt, shy, unworthy etc Most importantly no one would ever tell him he couldn't do something because someone else couldn't or blame another for his obstacles to success. Every single day I cultivated impeccable trust with him.

P16 My whole childhood I was in & surrounded by so much fear & worry. I was never present or protected from unnecessary drama, however, I was expected or manipulated to get involved and help. One thing for sure history was not going to repeat itself not with my son.

P15 It was very confusing to me, but to avoid any controversy I refrained from speaking my truth because I wasn't worth it. When I was 25 I had my oldest son, and I finally found someone who was worth it more than anyone in the world. from the moment he was born I knew exactly what he was feeling.

P14 I always put everyone's needs and wants especially in my circle of trust before mine. I always knew a person's true intentions toward another just by feeling emotions, and that awareness is automatic. I never could understand why others didn't see, feel or even believe me when I tried to warn.

P13 Continuously setting and achieving goals was what I became really good at. Buying a house,marriage&starting a family.I was determined to have it all. While simultaneously trying to save my mother, siblings ect. Because of course with the exception of my career they were what mattered to me.

P12 My parttime job during high school opened up a whole new world for me. I was by far the youngest in the office. My coworkers made me feel like I was the best worker there. My self-confidence grew and so did my professional status. I completed college and set more goals & continued to soar.

P18 The most important thing I taught him was how destructive it is to hold something that is bothering you, because of course I knew near or far though his emotions that something was wrong & I would be relentless until he gave it to me. Eventually he learned, but still forgets at times.

P17 This meant I would allow no one to plant seeds of shame, fear, guilt, shy, unworthy etc Most importantly no one would ever tell him he couldn't do something because someone else couldn't or blame another for his obstacles to success. Every single day I cultivated impeccable trust with him.

P16 My whole childhood I was in & surrounded by so much fear & worry. I was never present or protected from unnecessary drama, however, I was expected or manipulated to get involved and help. One thing for sure history was not going to repeat itself not with my son.

P15 It was very confusing to me, but to avoid any controversy I refrained from speaking my truth because I wasn't worth it. When I was 25 I had my oldest son, and I finally found someone who was worth it more than anyone in the world. from the moment he was born I knew exactly what he was feeling.