Levinian
@levinian.bsky.social
Perilous to us all are the devices of an art deeper than we possess ourselves.
Just a tired man.
Just a tired man.
Imagine an underground spa built and run like it's part of Khazad-dûm. Far below the noise/bullshit up here you could get a rigorous massage or sauna. That sounds amazing to me right now. After that you can go to a quiet room and just exist for a while. I almost forget what calm sounds like.
December 1, 2025 at 2:45 AM
Imagine an underground spa built and run like it's part of Khazad-dûm. Far below the noise/bullshit up here you could get a rigorous massage or sauna. That sounds amazing to me right now. After that you can go to a quiet room and just exist for a while. I almost forget what calm sounds like.
Seems like forever since I've been able to stop being tense. For reasonable and unreasonable things. It's exhausting.
November 22, 2025 at 9:21 AM
Seems like forever since I've been able to stop being tense. For reasonable and unreasonable things. It's exhausting.
My favorite season is arriving. This year I want to exist, to sit by the fireplace and chat. I don't want to travel or party. I want my family and friends to be ok. I just want to be ok for a while. A walk in the woods or maybe sitting outside in the sun. I'm tired.
November 2, 2025 at 5:15 AM
My favorite season is arriving. This year I want to exist, to sit by the fireplace and chat. I don't want to travel or party. I want my family and friends to be ok. I just want to be ok for a while. A walk in the woods or maybe sitting outside in the sun. I'm tired.
"All alarms are off." The best way to start a day.
October 26, 2025 at 7:23 AM
"All alarms are off." The best way to start a day.
70% of the upcoming games I've wishlisted seem to have been abandoned. This looks fun I could be interested oh look the last update 4 years ago well shit. Cleaning this list up just feels sad.
October 11, 2025 at 1:13 AM
70% of the upcoming games I've wishlisted seem to have been abandoned. This looks fun I could be interested oh look the last update 4 years ago well shit. Cleaning this list up just feels sad.
Sometimes I feel a little like a car engine running for much too long without a rest. Every day a tiny, tiny amount of the oil is lost. Just a feeling, a tired feeling.
October 1, 2025 at 5:57 AM
Sometimes I feel a little like a car engine running for much too long without a rest. Every day a tiny, tiny amount of the oil is lost. Just a feeling, a tired feeling.
I'm now so far behind in FFXIV that the merch they showcase in the launcher is wholly unfamiliar to me. I don't even know who that is lol.
September 24, 2025 at 5:03 PM
I'm now so far behind in FFXIV that the merch they showcase in the launcher is wholly unfamiliar to me. I don't even know who that is lol.
Another step forward and a lot of heavy thinking today. But another step nonetheless.
September 17, 2025 at 1:26 AM
Another step forward and a lot of heavy thinking today. But another step nonetheless.
Eager for Fall to really start. The leaves change and I spend more of my free time outside. My mood improves each time I see another sign of it.
September 12, 2025 at 2:07 AM
Eager for Fall to really start. The leaves change and I spend more of my free time outside. My mood improves each time I see another sign of it.
Is it weird to realize you still care significantly about the specific region you grew up in, even living a thousand miles from it now? I hear things from time to time and I find myself dwelling on it.
September 1, 2025 at 3:14 PM
Is it weird to realize you still care significantly about the specific region you grew up in, even living a thousand miles from it now? I hear things from time to time and I find myself dwelling on it.
I was just thinking about games where you build a lot and Steam notifies me that apparently you can now build a ship in more depth in No Man's Sky?
August 27, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I was just thinking about games where you build a lot and Steam notifies me that apparently you can now build a ship in more depth in No Man's Sky?
Yes what I needed today was a/c oddity and confusion.
August 23, 2025 at 9:53 PM
Yes what I needed today was a/c oddity and confusion.
I'm going to have tacos for breakfast because this week has been shitty and no one can stop me.
August 15, 2025 at 2:01 PM
I'm going to have tacos for breakfast because this week has been shitty and no one can stop me.
So tired of every phone call or appointment needing me to chase it down with 2-4 more calls because they don't follow up. It's exhausting and enraging.
August 12, 2025 at 8:35 PM
So tired of every phone call or appointment needing me to chase it down with 2-4 more calls because they don't follow up. It's exhausting and enraging.
Finding old storage media can feel so strange. I know I listened to this/watched this often to have it stored, but it's been so long now that I can't track how I got from then to now. It is nice to find that I can still enjoy a majority of it tho. Maybe that's just a danger of using algorithms?
August 5, 2025 at 12:30 AM
Finding old storage media can feel so strange. I know I listened to this/watched this often to have it stored, but it's been so long now that I can't track how I got from then to now. It is nice to find that I can still enjoy a majority of it tho. Maybe that's just a danger of using algorithms?
I wish I was in a hotel room by the window high above the city streets. The rain is soft, the room quiet and dark. I can sit and watch the lights through the rain. The window glass is cool and the blankets are warm. I could spend hours like that. Just a tiny little spot in the world.
July 28, 2025 at 4:58 AM
I wish I was in a hotel room by the window high above the city streets. The rain is soft, the room quiet and dark. I can sit and watch the lights through the rain. The window glass is cool and the blankets are warm. I could spend hours like that. Just a tiny little spot in the world.
Continuing the now month-long streak of frustrating communications with multiple companies. At least tonight I have chilled cider and some soup.
July 26, 2025 at 12:42 AM
Continuing the now month-long streak of frustrating communications with multiple companies. At least tonight I have chilled cider and some soup.
Someone told me again it's unusual for a guy to keep one truck this long. Maybe I just don't like the newer ones? Or maybe I expected a huge purchase like that to last me a while. It's a weird feeling.
July 24, 2025 at 1:59 AM
Someone told me again it's unusual for a guy to keep one truck this long. Maybe I just don't like the newer ones? Or maybe I expected a huge purchase like that to last me a while. It's a weird feeling.
Neverwinter Nights 2 EE is sounding less like something I'd consider buying the more I hear about it. I already have the original in it's complete form. I am still watching to see if some really good mods come out for the EE that would make it more worth my time.
July 19, 2025 at 6:32 PM
Neverwinter Nights 2 EE is sounding less like something I'd consider buying the more I hear about it. I already have the original in it's complete form. I am still watching to see if some really good mods come out for the EE that would make it more worth my time.
It has been difficult to stay positive lately.
July 16, 2025 at 4:10 AM
It has been difficult to stay positive lately.
Finding earbuds that fit me is a nightmare. "They don't fall out" like hell they don't.
July 11, 2025 at 9:44 PM
Finding earbuds that fit me is a nightmare. "They don't fall out" like hell they don't.
I hope Civilization 7 finds a stride soon. I want to eventually play but right now it just doesn't sound good. And it still sounds expensive.
July 7, 2025 at 2:41 PM
I hope Civilization 7 finds a stride soon. I want to eventually play but right now it just doesn't sound good. And it still sounds expensive.
Another small step forward today. Feels good but also exhausting.
July 4, 2025 at 2:30 AM
Another small step forward today. Feels good but also exhausting.
Everything this week has been a fight. The insurance companies left. But I got another clear sign of progress today. A couple more steps in the right direction.
July 1, 2025 at 8:55 PM
Everything this week has been a fight. The insurance companies left. But I got another clear sign of progress today. A couple more steps in the right direction.