When Dazai makes that face, with his hair covering one of his eyes exactly like he used to do it when he was younger/in his dark era >>>>

‘‘𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒖𝒔 ?’’

’’𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒖𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏, 𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒗𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒆 ? 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒃𝒆𝒂𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒇𝒖𝒍“ - Dead Apple

’’𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒆, 𝑪𝒉𝒖𝒖𝒚𝒂’’ - chapter 109

They say they want to kill each other, but...

Chuuya trusting Dazai to save him from corruption, and Dazai trusting Chuuya to control the bullet shot in his head to not kill him.

’’𝑰'𝒍𝒍 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖...’’

Everyone is so delusional about Fyodor's death and a lot of persons think he's not actually dead, but.. even if he's my favorite character ever and even if I'd like to be delusional as well... he's a villain, almost unstoppable, I mean, he HAD to die at a moment or another.

It was the only issue :(

best actors, give these men an oscar omg

(mostly to Chuuya who had to follow Fyodor everywhere while faking his vampire state + actually being totally conscious of everything lmao 😭)

Everyone wishes the happiest birthday to Jouno 🥺🥺♥️

Hope we will see him again soon in the manga because WHERE TF is he

’’𝑾𝒂𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒚 ?’’

Dazai refusing to make any sarcastic jokes or anything about Fyodor's death, because he respects Nikolai's grief and knows what it feels like to lose someone we love..

i'm not crying, my eyes are cosplaying waterfalls

they're so silly gosh I love them so much

’’You wanted him dead, right ?’’

All my grief says the same thing : this isn't how it's supposed to be.
And the world laughs, holds my hope by the throat, and says : but dear, this is how it is.