I journaled about this and arrived here: My success in life is not shown through the mindset of others but rather through my own mindfulness of my own journey.

Our inner world creates our outer world, so we need to cultivate it appropriately.

It also warns us that if we speak or act with bad intentions, we will suffer. We can't separate the cause (impure thoughts) from effect (suffering).
If our minds are filled with negativity or bad intentions, our actions will reflect that and suffering will follow naturally.

and how we deal with and approach that suffering. It is the great uniter. So as I have that feeling like I'm constantly going downhill on a roller coaster, I'm trying to find peace and let go. Sometimes it works and sometimes I feel like I'm constantly out of breath. But I keep trying.

Loving others without fail is so important, but having the wisdom to let them go when they are not for me has always been a problem for me. I've been meditating a lot on anxiety and I think that letting go of my desire to control outcomes of events in my own life is vital. Life is about suffering

Is there a way you can use your skills in a different capacity?

So everything?

Maybe thinking about what exactly is burning you out? Like what specific aspect of the job is wearing you down?;