Lethalaguz
@lethalaguz.bsky.social
She/Her 🏳️⚧️
Trying my best to be me.
Video Games, Magic the Gathering, Anime, Table Top, Almost every nerd stereotype in existence, Depression
Trying my best to be me.
Video Games, Magic the Gathering, Anime, Table Top, Almost every nerd stereotype in existence, Depression
I once imagined my heart covered in rock. Rough, uneven, abrasive. Through a lot of work, therapy, and help from someone, cracks formed.
And now that new misfortune befalls me, I am frightened of that stone hardening again. So I imagine myself holding it open and hopefully prying it in twain.
And now that new misfortune befalls me, I am frightened of that stone hardening again. So I imagine myself holding it open and hopefully prying it in twain.
November 22, 2025 at 2:52 AM
I once imagined my heart covered in rock. Rough, uneven, abrasive. Through a lot of work, therapy, and help from someone, cracks formed.
And now that new misfortune befalls me, I am frightened of that stone hardening again. So I imagine myself holding it open and hopefully prying it in twain.
And now that new misfortune befalls me, I am frightened of that stone hardening again. So I imagine myself holding it open and hopefully prying it in twain.
Got caught up in the hype and am playing #dispatch. The writing is phenomenal.
I also learned that I’m a super idealist in fiction and will literally trust anyone who is trying their best to do the right thing.
I also learned that I’m a super idealist in fiction and will literally trust anyone who is trying their best to do the right thing.
November 21, 2025 at 8:26 AM
Got caught up in the hype and am playing #dispatch. The writing is phenomenal.
I also learned that I’m a super idealist in fiction and will literally trust anyone who is trying their best to do the right thing.
I also learned that I’m a super idealist in fiction and will literally trust anyone who is trying their best to do the right thing.
I hope somewhere someone is thinking about me.
November 16, 2025 at 8:47 AM
I hope somewhere someone is thinking about me.
ATLA prerelease was fun, first round was against a friend so I made a meme allies deck with no bombs.
Then I swapped everything for dimir midrange and won the other rounds with big dumb koi!
#mtg #prerelease
Then I swapped everything for dimir midrange and won the other rounds with big dumb koi!
#mtg #prerelease
November 15, 2025 at 9:06 PM
ATLA prerelease was fun, first round was against a friend so I made a meme allies deck with no bombs.
Then I swapped everything for dimir midrange and won the other rounds with big dumb koi!
#mtg #prerelease
Then I swapped everything for dimir midrange and won the other rounds with big dumb koi!
#mtg #prerelease
It’s funny what you realize when you talk about it. Today I told my therapist I saw myself as a rest stop between two cities. People stop, hopefully have a good time, then move on. Then I am alone. That’s how I felt it was supposed to be.
Trauma is a bitch.
Trauma is a bitch.
November 8, 2025 at 9:11 AM
It’s funny what you realize when you talk about it. Today I told my therapist I saw myself as a rest stop between two cities. People stop, hopefully have a good time, then move on. Then I am alone. That’s how I felt it was supposed to be.
Trauma is a bitch.
Trauma is a bitch.
I made a wish on a shooting star tonight. It was the only one I know I saw. It was huge and bright with a blue tail.
November 4, 2025 at 7:39 AM
I made a wish on a shooting star tonight. It was the only one I know I saw. It was huge and bright with a blue tail.
Happy Halloween to all the depressed tgirlies (me).
November 1, 2025 at 3:05 AM
Happy Halloween to all the depressed tgirlies (me).
Saw the perfect autumn leaves on my way home.
October 31, 2025 at 8:38 PM
Saw the perfect autumn leaves on my way home.
A ladybug was in my car when I left work, and it made me feel special.
Ladybugs are lucky after all.
Ladybugs are lucky after all.
October 31, 2025 at 12:41 AM
A ladybug was in my car when I left work, and it made me feel special.
Ladybugs are lucky after all.
Ladybugs are lucky after all.
To be clear I’m just in my backyard playing with my new camping stuff
October 23, 2025 at 6:11 PM
To be clear I’m just in my backyard playing with my new camping stuff
This is a combination of both my own fault and being critically understaffed, but damn I going crazy. I’ve worked 6 weekends in a row now. And, I’m not leaving today till midnight at the rate I’m going. Salaried too QQ.
October 19, 2025 at 2:02 AM
This is a combination of both my own fault and being critically understaffed, but damn I going crazy. I’ve worked 6 weekends in a row now. And, I’m not leaving today till midnight at the rate I’m going. Salaried too QQ.
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You can't logic your way out of being burnt out. Unless you're me. Who should be able to do it and it's a personal failing that I can't
October 13, 2025 at 9:39 PM
You can't logic your way out of being burnt out. Unless you're me. Who should be able to do it and it's a personal failing that I can't
I’m reading the first volume of “Tokyo These Days” by Taiyo Matsumoto, and Aoki searching for his cat made me cry.
Taiyo’s work always conveys so much feeling and depth.
Taiyo’s work always conveys so much feeling and depth.
October 13, 2025 at 1:57 AM
I’m reading the first volume of “Tokyo These Days” by Taiyo Matsumoto, and Aoki searching for his cat made me cry.
Taiyo’s work always conveys so much feeling and depth.
Taiyo’s work always conveys so much feeling and depth.
McD monopoly requiring the app to get your prize is bullshit and the state needs to seize them for this indignity.
October 12, 2025 at 10:11 PM
McD monopoly requiring the app to get your prize is bullshit and the state needs to seize them for this indignity.
I can literally never leave a bookstore without buying something.
October 12, 2025 at 10:05 PM
I can literally never leave a bookstore without buying something.
The e doin’ things. IGNORE THE DIRTY MIRROR PLZ!
Real though, it’s like the first time I don’t hate the way my body looks.
Real though, it’s like the first time I don’t hate the way my body looks.
October 12, 2025 at 5:41 AM
The e doin’ things. IGNORE THE DIRTY MIRROR PLZ!
Real though, it’s like the first time I don’t hate the way my body looks.
Real though, it’s like the first time I don’t hate the way my body looks.
Got some emotional support packs and pulled an infinity stone.
October 4, 2025 at 11:58 PM
Got some emotional support packs and pulled an infinity stone.
I’m on the last chapter of Ikoku Nikki and when Ada asks herself if she was lucky to have fussy adults in her life speared me all the way through lol. I couldn’t help but get teary about it. It’s really funny how strong those chains you inherent as a kid are.
September 28, 2025 at 8:02 PM
I’m on the last chapter of Ikoku Nikki and when Ada asks herself if she was lucky to have fussy adults in her life speared me all the way through lol. I couldn’t help but get teary about it. It’s really funny how strong those chains you inherent as a kid are.
My Iike entire music taste since middle school was a fucked up mix of bemani, jcore and whoever I was dating’s music.
September 28, 2025 at 2:43 AM
My Iike entire music taste since middle school was a fucked up mix of bemani, jcore and whoever I was dating’s music.
I’m hung over, got 3 shots, slept 4 hours and trying new things. Fucking great set!!!!!
September 28, 2025 at 2:33 AM
I’m hung over, got 3 shots, slept 4 hours and trying new things. Fucking great set!!!!!
That fucking Star Trek Magic the Gathering set is making me FEEL THINGS. I told my pod last week that the only set I would buy harder than final fantasy is Star Trek and I ripped 4 collectors boxes of FF. Fuck my tiny wallet life.
September 26, 2025 at 7:06 PM
That fucking Star Trek Magic the Gathering set is making me FEEL THINGS. I told my pod last week that the only set I would buy harder than final fantasy is Star Trek and I ripped 4 collectors boxes of FF. Fuck my tiny wallet life.
I somehow did this puzzle drunk and right before I passed out last night.
September 21, 2025 at 6:08 PM
I somehow did this puzzle drunk and right before I passed out last night.
Trans lesson of the day, sheer shirts matter more lol.
September 20, 2025 at 4:12 AM
Trans lesson of the day, sheer shirts matter more lol.
Beat Silksong today. I love the more agile combat and holy shit was that last boss peak.
September 17, 2025 at 7:24 AM
Beat Silksong today. I love the more agile combat and holy shit was that last boss peak.
The whole Kirk thing must be so impenetrable for people who didn’t grow up with internet culture. Like what do you mean the groyper alt right subgroup hates him because they think he’s not right enough/secretly left even though he’s one of the biggest alt right influencers.
They all the problem.
They all the problem.
September 12, 2025 at 6:26 PM
The whole Kirk thing must be so impenetrable for people who didn’t grow up with internet culture. Like what do you mean the groyper alt right subgroup hates him because they think he’s not right enough/secretly left even though he’s one of the biggest alt right influencers.
They all the problem.
They all the problem.