what animal is it?

music is back lets goooo

and yet no animal could ever hold the love a human could, our inteligence is a gift what you choose to do with it is entirely up to the holder.

either way i can close my eyes and feel the bliss on my imaginary skin as im who i want to be, should that be enough? i have so many wuestions and yet, i dont really believe there is an answer, but all the same i still wait for one. i guess ill have to come to my own conclusion eventually (6/6)

if it was everything i wanted, then would it be right for m to get it? do others get what they want? do i look for it or do i wait, do i spend my time trying to get that perfect life or will it come if im good enough, do i work for the future or for the present, do i fear it or chase it? (5/?)

do i even deserve my dream? does anyone? is it wrong of me to consider myself entitled to my dream of love and acceptence, or should i alone be enough. even if i do get what i want, would it be wrong? would it be boring and not all what its cracked up to be? do i persue more or stop then? (4/?)

and do i know if its achievable, i know it wont be perfect, but how do i know when im ok? will i feel it? would it be better if i do or don get what i want. would it teach me that life isnt fair? that we dont get what we want. is it greddy or entitled of me to want that?(3/?)

i wish it didnt have to be the way it has to, and i wish it was true that everything is going to be ok.
i wish it wasnt so much hardship, so much time and effort to get where i want, how do i know when i get there it will be enough, enough time enough joy. enough reason (2/?)