This was not an easy decision to be made, but it was the right decision. I never wanted to be someone that ruined a fandom for someone else. I want to earn back the trust that I ruined and leaving and giving space is the best way for me to do so.

perhaps, in time, i will come back to the fandom. but right now, i will not.

to make friends because i dont want to put people in that situation of cutting me off, even if they do still care about me.

this does not mean i wont still be a fan. i just wont be interacting anymore.

im dedicating my time to working on my mental health, my dream to work in nascar, and becoming a person I can be proud of, someone good, someone better.

i will no longer attempt

probably at work. i put in 50 hours a week and i got the news the queen died from an online order lmao.

i'll probably bounce off the walls rejoicing