it's taking a while to process that I might be adhd because I can't think because I can't focus or hold a single thing in my memory......

and then if I get too hyperfixated on a musical for a month and only listen to their songs I get too dopaminey that I shouldn't be operating heavy machinery

it could be used in the queer way of humblebragging but also like a girlie who is saying her piece or even like let me listen in to that gossip. it would be so useful. more precise than 💅🏻

but I have zero dots to put together because I haven't read the fanfics