This is not me insulting myself either just the realization that i barely do much of anything

Not sure if I count as cute but I draw sfw furries. Mostly of my fursona. I post a lot of thoughts here but there is art every once in whenever I draw.

Have you considered fabric scissors? If the shirt doesn’t sufficiently show off the tattoo cut it so that it does.

It looks like the real camera person is out of frame based on the direction most of the furries are facing. This has got to be one hell of a thing to run into in public.

That’s kinda sad. Hopefully you can find a good home for him.

Heres the hair dry and in sun light. Definitely what I would describe as blurple. Definitely better than blue.

Being blue is a problem because Ive spent years being associated with purple. I am purple thats my color.

NYE was a day. I was very stressed out which is a trigger for my migraines.

It is my understanding (from the outside) that that is the lesbian experience

Might delete this later idk. It’s very much sleep deprived. I had a very long day. I don’t think Ive ever struggled to keep product on the floor as much as I did today. It was worse than the saturday before christmas.

The lobotomy comment was a joke in case you were curious. I like being able to think even if left to my own thoughts I end up sad.

Thinking is my enemy. Thats the conclusion. Lobotomize me and life wouldnt be as sad. I am also not looking for advice or sympathy. Dont give it.

-Failed college classes. I know this seems trivial but this ties back into the coming to terms with my disabilities. These are not classes I should have failed.

I spent 20 minutes writing this so happy new year. Its now 2025. I wish the fireworks would stop. Im sure Im forgetting something.

-I spent most of year realizing and coming to terms with the fact that I am physically disabled and that will affect what I am able to do in life
- My mother got diagnosed with ALS. I spent way to long thinking about that. I watched her sister die of that same damn wretched disease a decade ago.

And the bad stuff- I do feel the need to mention that this list will include death.

-My grandfather died. He died near christmas which made the season incredibly hard. But I also have had to see my dad in a state of grief which was hard.

-I drew lol but Im finally happy with my style
-I made stickers and people liked them
-Art secret santa. I like doing these and will probably continue for as long as I can.
-Found a dnd party
-Maybe found an effective treatment for my migraines

-Mostly learned to stick up for myself
-I mostly pass a man now (My voice passes 95% of the time)
-I hit a year on T
-I figured out mostly how to balance my life and im way less burnt out
-I got my first Tattoo
-I got two fursuits
-I got my first fursuit commission
-I went to my first fur meet

For the good things. Not in any order
- Got my septum pierced and started stretching my ears
-Went to two concerts on my list
-found lots of good musical artists
-Continued improving my art
-Found a job that makes me happy (at least most of the time)
-Quit the job that made me miserable