Lustea 🔞☕️ COMMS CLOSED (4/4)
@lecherlustea.bsky.social
Miriam | She/They/It 🏳️⚧️ Plural | 22 | Illustrator | MDNI
Poly (x2 & Not looking) 💕
Poly (x2 & Not looking) 💕
Pinned
Comms are open!!!
2 people reserved this batch meaning there’s 2 more available slots!! 4 in total!
2 people reserved this batch meaning there’s 2 more available slots!! 4 in total!
He is the family member who sexually assaulted me, and I won’t let him have any more power over my life.
Since childhood, he molded me to be dependent on him. Never taught me any life skills… did everything for me. In his home, I became a sheltered kid. It’s all by design.
So I never left.
Since childhood, he molded me to be dependent on him. Never taught me any life skills… did everything for me. In his home, I became a sheltered kid. It’s all by design.
So I never left.
Hello.
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
November 23, 2025 at 5:23 AM
He is the family member who sexually assaulted me, and I won’t let him have any more power over my life.
Since childhood, he molded me to be dependent on him. Never taught me any life skills… did everything for me. In his home, I became a sheltered kid. It’s all by design.
So I never left.
Since childhood, he molded me to be dependent on him. Never taught me any life skills… did everything for me. In his home, I became a sheltered kid. It’s all by design.
So I never left.
With that, I’m officially out of my rut. It took opening up to my mom about him to reignite my flame.
I love her so much. She’s the best… and I can count on her to support me. 💕
I love her so much. She’s the best… and I can count on her to support me. 💕
Hello.
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
November 23, 2025 at 5:01 AM
With that, I’m officially out of my rut. It took opening up to my mom about him to reignite my flame.
I love her so much. She’s the best… and I can count on her to support me. 💕
I love her so much. She’s the best… and I can count on her to support me. 💕
Hello.
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
November 23, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Hello.
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
I have regained my strength.
My dad is an abuser.
A groomer.
A emotional manipulator.
A pervert.
And I refuse to be wrapped around his finger any longer
I will push forward.
I will carve MY path.
I won’t depend on him.
I’m determined to reach the future I desire. I won’t let him stop me
Even responding to messages feels like one of Heracles' twelve labors
That I need to wrestle and defeat the Nemean Lion... a fucking army of them
That I need to wrestle and defeat the Nemean Lion... a fucking army of them
I've fallen into a deep, debilitating depression. I can barely function anymore.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
November 22, 2025 at 4:23 PM
Even responding to messages feels like one of Heracles' twelve labors
That I need to wrestle and defeat the Nemean Lion... a fucking army of them
That I need to wrestle and defeat the Nemean Lion... a fucking army of them
I've fallen into a deep, debilitating depression. I can barely function anymore.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
November 22, 2025 at 4:11 PM
I've fallen into a deep, debilitating depression. I can barely function anymore.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
I pissed myself this morning and my memory's failing me half the time. I can't recall basic tasks I've completed through the day like showering.
I'm trying.
Trying so hard.
But I have little strength left in me.
Reposted by Lustea 🔞☕️ COMMS CLOSED (4/4)
I want to see my gf(s) nodding off on my shoulder, dazed and resting peacefully… maybe a bit of drool hanging out from her cute little mouth as I caress her head~
I want her to know she’s safe and loved as she rests in my embrace 💖
I want her to know she’s safe and loved as she rests in my embrace 💖
November 22, 2025 at 5:58 AM
I want to see my gf(s) nodding off on my shoulder, dazed and resting peacefully… maybe a bit of drool hanging out from her cute little mouth as I caress her head~
I want her to know she’s safe and loved as she rests in my embrace 💖
I want her to know she’s safe and loved as she rests in my embrace 💖
Ruhi (They/them) functions as my guardian angel. When I’m in a critical condition or unable to express myself, they’ll surface. Though, they’re always spectating
They chose to appear as this for formality sake, but is more of an entity than anything
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance ⭐️”
They chose to appear as this for formality sake, but is more of an entity than anything
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance ⭐️”
November 22, 2025 at 5:43 AM
Ruhi (They/them) functions as my guardian angel. When I’m in a critical condition or unable to express myself, they’ll surface. Though, they’re always spectating
They chose to appear as this for formality sake, but is more of an entity than anything
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance ⭐️”
They chose to appear as this for formality sake, but is more of an entity than anything
“It’s a pleasure to make your acquaintance ⭐️”
I feel bad for blocking based on vibes sometimes but it's honestly good for my sanity,,,
Sometimes I just... don't trust someone and need to follow my gut
Sometimes I just... don't trust someone and need to follow my gut
November 21, 2025 at 9:10 PM
I feel bad for blocking based on vibes sometimes but it's honestly good for my sanity,,,
Sometimes I just... don't trust someone and need to follow my gut
Sometimes I just... don't trust someone and need to follow my gut
GODDDD THIS VIDEO EMBODIES HOW I'VE FELT FOR A LONG TIME
WHY IS NAVIGATING THIS WORLD SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING
youtu.be/NBZv0_MImIY?...
WHY IS NAVIGATING THIS WORLD SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING
youtu.be/NBZv0_MImIY?...
Y'all mind if I complain for 15 minutes?
YouTube video by JaidenAnimations
youtu.be
November 21, 2025 at 7:13 PM
GODDDD THIS VIDEO EMBODIES HOW I'VE FELT FOR A LONG TIME
WHY IS NAVIGATING THIS WORLD SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING
youtu.be/NBZv0_MImIY?...
WHY IS NAVIGATING THIS WORLD SO GODDAMN FRUSTRATING
youtu.be/NBZv0_MImIY?...
Woke solomon!?!?!?!
Fantastic exhibition on gender & sexuality in the middle ages!! Gosh I had a great time (and so did my headmate who's a huge fan of medieval times)
Fantastic exhibition on gender & sexuality in the middle ages!! Gosh I had a great time (and so did my headmate who's a huge fan of medieval times)
November 20, 2025 at 8:53 PM
Woke solomon!?!?!?!
Fantastic exhibition on gender & sexuality in the middle ages!! Gosh I had a great time (and so did my headmate who's a huge fan of medieval times)
Fantastic exhibition on gender & sexuality in the middle ages!! Gosh I had a great time (and so did my headmate who's a huge fan of medieval times)
Here rn
November 20, 2025 at 8:30 PM
Here rn
Reposted by Lustea 🔞☕️ COMMS CLOSED (4/4)
Being hypnotized to show my gock and/or tits while being completely unaware I’m doing it…neeeddd…
“Huh? Why are you showing me that pendulum…it’s really distracting…”
“*lifts shirt* Hm? Why are you staring at me like that?”
Gosh I need this so so so so baddddd…💕
“Huh? Why are you showing me that pendulum…it’s really distracting…”
“*lifts shirt* Hm? Why are you staring at me like that?”
Gosh I need this so so so so baddddd…💕
November 20, 2025 at 2:35 PM
Being hypnotized to show my gock and/or tits while being completely unaware I’m doing it…neeeddd…
“Huh? Why are you showing me that pendulum…it’s really distracting…”
“*lifts shirt* Hm? Why are you staring at me like that?”
Gosh I need this so so so so baddddd…💕
“Huh? Why are you showing me that pendulum…it’s really distracting…”
“*lifts shirt* Hm? Why are you staring at me like that?”
Gosh I need this so so so so baddddd…💕
hey im okay but there's a song about me and
1) WHY IS IT LIKE THIS
2) WHY IS IT SOOOO GOOOOOD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRzM...
1) WHY IS IT LIKE THIS
2) WHY IS IT SOOOO GOOOOOD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRzM...
Norah Jones - Miriam
YouTube video by Jules Eid
www.youtube.com
November 20, 2025 at 3:00 AM
hey im okay but there's a song about me and
1) WHY IS IT LIKE THIS
2) WHY IS IT SOOOO GOOOOOD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRzM...
1) WHY IS IT LIKE THIS
2) WHY IS IT SOOOO GOOOOOD
www.youtube.com/watch?v=lRzM...
Taking today and tomorrow off for mental health
I won't be around
I won't be around
November 19, 2025 at 3:44 PM
Taking today and tomorrow off for mental health
I won't be around
I won't be around
IM not okay right now
I can’t stop sobbing g
I can’t stop sobbing g
November 19, 2025 at 1:50 PM
IM not okay right now
I can’t stop sobbing g
I can’t stop sobbing g
Maybe... I'm burnt out...
Fuck
That's what it is
Fuck
That's what it is
November 19, 2025 at 1:40 PM
Maybe... I'm burnt out...
Fuck
That's what it is
Fuck
That's what it is
Something is deeply wrong with me.
November 19, 2025 at 1:37 PM
Something is deeply wrong with me.
Getting a new therapist couldn't come sooner I desperately need help
November 19, 2025 at 1:33 PM
Getting a new therapist couldn't come sooner I desperately need help
Self-harm daggers begone!
My nails are so long
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
November 19, 2025 at 1:29 PM
Self-harm daggers begone!
My nails are so long
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
November 19, 2025 at 1:23 PM
My nails are so long
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
Probably should clip them before I scratch myself more lol
Be me:
> Going to do laundry
> House laundry machine worked last week
> Didn't work
> About to lose my mind over a fucking washing machine
Thank god we figured out how to fix it...
because MAN
> Going to do laundry
> House laundry machine worked last week
> Didn't work
> About to lose my mind over a fucking washing machine
Thank god we figured out how to fix it...
because MAN
November 19, 2025 at 1:15 PM
Be me:
> Going to do laundry
> House laundry machine worked last week
> Didn't work
> About to lose my mind over a fucking washing machine
Thank god we figured out how to fix it...
because MAN
> Going to do laundry
> House laundry machine worked last week
> Didn't work
> About to lose my mind over a fucking washing machine
Thank god we figured out how to fix it...
because MAN
Me tonight
November 19, 2025 at 2:59 AM
Me tonight
I feel like my cognitive abilities are deteoriating. I can't think straight half the time and don't feel connected to my own mind...
I'm struggling with speech and my vocabulary is significantly more limited. This wasn't always the case...
what is going on...? I'm scared
I'm struggling with speech and my vocabulary is significantly more limited. This wasn't always the case...
what is going on...? I'm scared
November 19, 2025 at 1:37 AM
I feel like my cognitive abilities are deteoriating. I can't think straight half the time and don't feel connected to my own mind...
I'm struggling with speech and my vocabulary is significantly more limited. This wasn't always the case...
what is going on...? I'm scared
I'm struggling with speech and my vocabulary is significantly more limited. This wasn't always the case...
what is going on...? I'm scared