甚至連指導教授都不想看見，我最近的123笑話的頻率遠高其他的糟糕笑話，不太妙但隨便了反正會活著，微死微活狀態而已。

我已經分不清楚是我本來就精神狀態很差還是論文讓我精神狀態很差，但或許這就跟蛋生雞雞生蛋是一樣的，我與我糟糕的精神狀態注定要相伴到白頭的一生。

If we could have a Smash game, she would definitely win. Cause she's so good at smashing other people's hearts, and there's no one who can compete with her.

Damn it, I truly hate this dumb ass rn. Ruined my mood before, and now also putting my friend in an emotional vortex.

Why can't she go die?😇

An inappropriate joke just crossed my mind.

Did she ever find out that those who wrote the diary with her in the end took their broken hearts and left her alone?

Can this be considered 'broken heart of gold'? Even though our hearts actually not made of gold. Idk, maybe this joke is piece of shit .

And yeah, I love this friend. I don’t want her to be in pain like I used to be, even though I know there are some differences between our situations.

I think I'm a lucky person cause I don't LIKE or LOVE that person who brings pain to me and my lovely friend.

But my friend isn't as lucky as me.

Seeing someone struggles not that good actually......

Although I'm a terrible person, love seeing everythigs turn to chaotic, but I still can feel the pain and taste the sorrow behind those words.

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但話說回來論文屬於不得不強求的部分，可是還是好累，我感覺我快要又到逃避的臨界值了。

不可以這樣啊……就差最後一里路了，要好好的寫完然後畢業，找到工作後養喜歡的貓咪……這世界上沒有貓貓拯救不了的事……

好想跟貓咪生活一輩子。

而且疫情期間去探望老人最多次的一直都是我們家的人，其他親戚根本沒人要去看，這時候被指責不盡孝我就覺得很可笑。

唉。