That sounds like schizophrenia to me. It at least sounds very similar to the stories I've heard from another content creator who deals with schizophrenic fans. Maybe it can ease your mind a little to read up on schiziphrenia. Apparently the vast majority of schizophrenics is not dangerous.

Deadlock is great!

Some Magic sketches in like 2016 or something. I distinctly remember not liking them when I first saw them. But the Youtube Algorithm was very persistent. And I quickly came around somehow. Now I am a fan for 8 years.

Probably resigning since I am not in the slightest qualified to be a CEO and I don't want to tank the company that makes the game I love.