i feel like i could maintain them if i had a baseline to work with i just can't get there on my own

rapier?????? well it could be worse at least you didn't do foil

jokes on you she already likes and comments on some of them

last night she remarked about how she's a full foot taller than me and i had to find a way to react as if it wasn't already very much on my mind

imagined a woman calling my penis "adorkable" and lost feeling in my legs

i try my best i wouldn't want to be weird

you could replace beat with a lot of other words and i'd probably like that a lot more but violence always feels like the path of least resistance to ask for.

i've sacrificed the vast majority of things in my life that used to make me happy so i can hold down a job that pays me like shit and there's not a single person in my life that's seeing any benefit from me doing this at all. i'm destroying myself for no good reason at all