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𝕷𝖆𝖈𝖗𝖎𝖒𝖔𝖘𝖆
@lawrenciuma.bsky.social
Free spirit
This marks the end of an era of my life. Time to shed my skin once again like the serpent rectrix I am. Hate to say goodbye, but I’ve sacrificed reaching my full potential for way too long.
August 14, 2023 at 1:25 PM
It’s time to actually show myself the love I deserve :)
August 12, 2023 at 6:52 AM
Be patient with yourself lue, every change takes some time
August 10, 2023 at 3:20 PM
I refuse!
August 10, 2023 at 1:15 PM
من تو وضع منتال الانم اصلا نمیتونم با آدمایی که مودی‌ان و مشکلاتشونو رو سرم خالی میکنن و میرن معاشرت کنم. جوری drainام میکنه که از زندگی کردن سیر میشم.
امیدوارم من همچین آدمی برای کسی نبوده باشم مخصوصا این مدت، و این که ونت کردن تو اینجا جلوی این اتفاق رو گرفته باشه.😑
August 7, 2023 at 7:44 AM
حس‌هایی که ۶ سال پیش شخصیتم رو شکستن دوباره زنده شدن، اما این‌دفعه ظرفیت من فرق کرده.
حس ناکافی بودن، حس اشتباه بودن، و پذیرش دوباره‌ی این واقعیت که وقتی یه چیزی نخواد بشه، خودمو پاره بکنم هم نمیشه.
August 5, 2023 at 7:37 PM
It’s not my first time experiencing betrayal. Maybe I’m just not enough and that’s okay.
August 5, 2023 at 5:17 PM
Damn son where’d you find these emotionally unavailable people
August 4, 2023 at 1:01 PM
Not a shadowy figure anymore.
August 3, 2023 at 1:52 PM
جدیدا فهمیدم که از آدمای زیادی منطقی بدم میاد
August 2, 2023 at 9:00 AM
I’m not mourning the loss of you as I haven’t lost you, I’m mourning the death of all the dreams and desires I had with you, and I think that’s worse.
August 2, 2023 at 8:58 AM
خوبی این سفرا اینه که انگیزه میده بهم تا کون خودمو پاره کنم و به فکر راه‌های بهتر برای پول درآوردن باشم تا بتونم خودمو از اون جهنم‌دره بکشونم بیرون.
August 1, 2023 at 2:01 PM
هر طرف یه جهنم متفاوته، از هرکدوم که فکر میکنم خلاص شدم میفهمم که ‌پریدم تو اون یکی
July 25, 2023 at 9:01 PM
I’m losing my shit the bare minimum is either inaccessible or fucking expensive in that shithole of a country like the scope of it actually blows my mind
July 24, 2023 at 12:31 PM
My huge issue is that I prefer to do something with someone else rather than doing it all by myself which sucks because 90% of the time there is no someone else and I end up not doing the thing at all
July 22, 2023 at 9:58 PM
I think I just unlocked a whole new level of drunk activities like tf is drunk cleaning 💀
July 22, 2023 at 9:02 PM
This turned out to be a hormonal imbalance🤡
I figured things are not going so good when I realized even the thought of physical touch is repelling me
July 22, 2023 at 12:34 PM
Most of my problems go away the moment I step out of this god forbidden country
July 22, 2023 at 10:36 AM
I feel like I’m being half-assed like this feeling genuinely haunts me
July 21, 2023 at 11:21 AM
I figured things are not going so good when I realized even the thought of physical touch is repelling me
July 19, 2023 at 2:41 PM
Right when I’m about to go on a solo trip to another country in a few days with all of my friends having cancelled the trip, I get this on my IG feed 🥲 https://www.instagram.com/reel/CtszKCdOENY/?igshid=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==
July 19, 2023 at 8:36 AM
I guess I can be more personal here as it’s quite hard to get in to the platform and the users get filtered (mostly arzeshis)^.^
July 17, 2023 at 5:56 AM