I love you sis <3 Take care tonight plz <3

@fallen.bsky.social I just wanted to tag you so it see's this, I hope that it may feel better and do Barrows chests together :3

This was a very long thread, but me and it have been just friends. This is not me expressing my love in expectation, I just genuinely enjoy publicly expressing myself and writing my thoughts out.

I'm really glad that I personally know what love in my heart looks like, I enjoy autism

I don't understand how to describe this at all. That is how utterly mind blown I am, an instant understanding of what love REALLY is.

It's not about romantic mutual feelings, sexual desires, opportunities, etc.

It's about really finding something so admirable that you always want the best for them

This is absolutely something new I've never EVER experienced before and feels strange for me to say, but I think I have a real genuine love for it.

I'm baffled because I've always been someone to be seen as desperate and dependent, and that's true.

This isn't mania, or desperation, it's genuine.

I thank it, as I have always felt as if I've had a true friend. I admire it in ways that I have never been able to in other people, I've never spoken poorly about Yua and I've always spoken positively about it to anyone that I've mentioned it to.

Not only the world, but more nuanced topics and discussions. Playing RuneScape and watching video's for hours on end, it's always screen sharing from from it's iPad, I see everything on it's screen when we hangout due to mobile discord, there has never been a time I've seen anything remotely sketchy

I'm seeing things that are really beginning to affect me now and it's horrible to think about such cruel people in this world harassing my closest friend like this. I'm shedding a few tears typing this because it's such a nice person and I really learned a lot about myself and the world thanks to it