Love and Blades 🔞 🩸🔪
@lavenderparagen.bsky.social
Pronouns depend on who's fronting, 99/100 times it's she/her, the other 1 is likely she/they
Just a girl cutting and drawing and being a suuuuuuuuuuuuuper gay. Always happy to get to know others like me. Also do loli/eroguro/guro art. Konbini fangirl <3
Just a girl cutting and drawing and being a suuuuuuuuuuuuuper gay. Always happy to get to know others like me. Also do loli/eroguro/guro art. Konbini fangirl <3
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If you're a minor, don't fucking go near this account! Just bc one of us is 14 doesn't mean it's safe for you here, in fact she alone probably makes it like 20 times less safe, go away
Started having a bit of a breakdown feeling like I was gonna go dormant and had a moment of singing to myself. Recorded it in case it would've been my last moments, but I got through it.
youtu.be/p_G-D3C2qYw?...
youtu.be/p_G-D3C2qYw?...
Singing Daisy Bell while trying not to go dormant
YouTube video by KarmaVO
youtu.be
December 27, 2025 at 4:19 AM
Started having a bit of a breakdown feeling like I was gonna go dormant and had a moment of singing to myself. Recorded it in case it would've been my last moments, but I got through it.
youtu.be/p_G-D3C2qYw?...
youtu.be/p_G-D3C2qYw?...
December 20, 2025 at 11:22 PM
It's been too long
- Anastasia
- Anastasia
December 19, 2025 at 7:09 PM
It's been too long
- Anastasia
- Anastasia
We're feeling especially deluded today. Where's 300mg of benadryl when you need it?
- Karma
- Karma
December 18, 2025 at 6:19 PM
We're feeling especially deluded today. Where's 300mg of benadryl when you need it?
- Karma
- Karma
New problem raised, we get so fucking leaky afterward it's been like 3 minutes how much is in there
- Ana
- Ana
Wanted to bust a fat one last night but Ana put us to sleep :(
- Marry
- Marry
December 17, 2025 at 5:44 AM
New problem raised, we get so fucking leaky afterward it's been like 3 minutes how much is in there
- Ana
- Ana
I need to be touched this body is so goddamn sensitive bc of the hormones
- Ana
- Ana
a drawing of a girl with blonde hair making a funny face
ALT: a drawing of a girl with blonde hair making a funny face
media.tenor.com
December 16, 2025 at 8:40 PM
I need to be touched this body is so goddamn sensitive bc of the hormones
- Ana
- Ana
Wanted to bust a fat one last night but Ana put us to sleep :(
- Marry
- Marry
December 16, 2025 at 7:29 PM
Wanted to bust a fat one last night but Ana put us to sleep :(
- Marry
- Marry
We need to be prescribed with much more abusable drugs how am I supposed to get high on remoram and antipsychotics
- Ana
- Ana
December 16, 2025 at 2:44 PM
We need to be prescribed with much more abusable drugs how am I supposed to get high on remoram and antipsychotics
- Ana
- Ana
I got fucking bumped to the front for no reason I don't wanna be out right now
- Marry
- Marry
December 15, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I got fucking bumped to the front for no reason I don't wanna be out right now
- Marry
- Marry
I don't wanna be sober here someone send me substances
December 15, 2025 at 4:02 AM
I don't wanna be sober here someone send me substances
That felt really nice going in my nose
Really wanna snort my lexapro to see if it'll give me the same high it gave me the first few days what do we think y'all
December 15, 2025 at 1:26 AM
That felt really nice going in my nose
Really wanna snort my lexapro to see if it'll give me the same high it gave me the first few days what do we think y'all
December 14, 2025 at 4:45 AM
Really wanna snort my lexapro to see if it'll give me the same high it gave me the first few days what do we think y'all
Hi all We were in the psych ward. We're not dead! That being said, Geneva is in semipermanent timeout because she poured lemonade all over my new friend's papers that are super important to her and have crazy important info in them. And we met a girl named Alice who is basically our trans role model
December 10, 2025 at 5:28 AM
Hi all We were in the psych ward. We're not dead! That being said, Geneva is in semipermanent timeout because she poured lemonade all over my new friend's papers that are super important to her and have crazy important info in them. And we met a girl named Alice who is basically our trans role model
Second year in a row where I'm in the hospital on a holiday. Fingers crossed my heart's doing okay and it's all psychosymptomatic
November 27, 2025 at 5:15 PM
Second year in a row where I'm in the hospital on a holiday. Fingers crossed my heart's doing okay and it's all psychosymptomatic
They should make like a diaper but for bleeding limbs
Like
Just put it on snd you can cut without worrying about the clean-up
Like
Just put it on snd you can cut without worrying about the clean-up
November 26, 2025 at 11:30 PM
They should make like a diaper but for bleeding limbs
Like
Just put it on snd you can cut without worrying about the clean-up
Like
Just put it on snd you can cut without worrying about the clean-up
Just shot blanks, our dick is officially useless
November 26, 2025 at 3:45 PM
Just shot blanks, our dick is officially useless
This but me
- Marry
- Marry
November 26, 2025 at 3:03 PM
This but me
- Marry
- Marry
Honestly, I don't even know why I'm bothering to post this. If the pattern keeps, it's not like anyone will say anything, and even if they do, it'll just be bc they're trying to feel good about trying to comvince me not to kill myself
November 25, 2025 at 10:46 AM
Honestly, I don't even know why I'm bothering to post this. If the pattern keeps, it's not like anyone will say anything, and even if they do, it'll just be bc they're trying to feel good about trying to comvince me not to kill myself
Sobbing bc I can't even get unpaid voicework
Like my setup is good, my acting and voice are fine, but every time I audition for a role I'm met with someone who sounds like a god/goddess as my competition
Like how can I possibly compete with that
Like my setup is good, my acting and voice are fine, but every time I audition for a role I'm met with someone who sounds like a god/goddess as my competition
Like how can I possibly compete with that
November 25, 2025 at 9:57 AM
Sobbing bc I can't even get unpaid voicework
Like my setup is good, my acting and voice are fine, but every time I audition for a role I'm met with someone who sounds like a god/goddess as my competition
Like how can I possibly compete with that
Like my setup is good, my acting and voice are fine, but every time I audition for a role I'm met with someone who sounds like a god/goddess as my competition
Like how can I possibly compete with that
Thinking we should probably het intitutionalized again
Last time it was just a really boring weekend basically, but like. We really shouldn't be left to our own devices anymore. We'd not be able to work on our art or talk to our friends or play our games, though, which would suck ass
Last time it was just a really boring weekend basically, but like. We really shouldn't be left to our own devices anymore. We'd not be able to work on our art or talk to our friends or play our games, though, which would suck ass
November 24, 2025 at 10:28 PM
Thinking we should probably het intitutionalized again
Last time it was just a really boring weekend basically, but like. We really shouldn't be left to our own devices anymore. We'd not be able to work on our art or talk to our friends or play our games, though, which would suck ass
Last time it was just a really boring weekend basically, but like. We really shouldn't be left to our own devices anymore. We'd not be able to work on our art or talk to our friends or play our games, though, which would suck ass
Packaging like this makes me so so mad I can't even
November 24, 2025 at 10:26 PM
Packaging like this makes me so so mad I can't even
The fox-cat-wolf-thing in our brain has been found and given a name
She is called Geneva (like the conventions, yes)
So there's #6. Now we just need to figure out where the last one's hiding :/
She is called Geneva (like the conventions, yes)
So there's #6. Now we just need to figure out where the last one's hiding :/
November 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
The fox-cat-wolf-thing in our brain has been found and given a name
She is called Geneva (like the conventions, yes)
So there's #6. Now we just need to figure out where the last one's hiding :/
She is called Geneva (like the conventions, yes)
So there's #6. Now we just need to figure out where the last one's hiding :/
Having onr of those days where it feels like nobody loves me at all or even really cares about me. It's always days like these where my head goes quiet. I hate it.
November 23, 2025 at 2:04 AM
Having onr of those days where it feels like nobody loves me at all or even really cares about me. It's always days like these where my head goes quiet. I hate it.
Let it dry on our skin bc pretty
November 19, 2025 at 7:46 PM
Let it dry on our skin bc pretty
Accidentally did a cat scratch cut on my thigh and somehow this is more painful than my styrofoam skin cut was
November 19, 2025 at 7:44 PM
Accidentally did a cat scratch cut on my thigh and somehow this is more painful than my styrofoam skin cut was