🔞 Minors DNI
🎨 I: osoretics H: cupidcitrus
Looking back, she, Lilac, was never at the forefront when all these decisions were made. She was more of a spectator of this now strange Goddess who took it upon herself to weave a new fate for the lovers.
Only time could tell if their love was strong enough to survive like in the fairytales.
Looking back, she, Lilac, was never at the forefront when all these decisions were made. She was more of a spectator of this now strange Goddess who took it upon herself to weave a new fate for the lovers.
Only time could tell if their love was strong enough to survive like in the fairytales.
“𝒜𝑙𝑙 ℐ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 ℐ 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡. ℐ 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. ℐ 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛. ℒ𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔.”
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“𝒜𝑙𝑙 ℐ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 ℐ 𝑠𝑜𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑟 𝑑𝑖𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒 𝑎 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑡. ℐ 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. ℐ 𝑑𝑜𝑛’𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 𝑔𝑢𝑖𝑙𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑜𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑛. ℒ𝑜𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎 𝑏𝑎𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔.”
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When did 𝒔𝒉𝒆, Lunara, decide it was best to leave her behind? When did self abandonment become an option?
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When did 𝒔𝒉𝒆, Lunara, decide it was best to leave her behind? When did self abandonment become an option?
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When?
When had 𝒔𝒉𝒆 stopped wanting a life with him? A family? When did it become a life that she, Lilac, wanted but not 𝒉𝒆𝒓?
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When?
When had 𝒔𝒉𝒆 stopped wanting a life with him? A family? When did it become a life that she, Lilac, wanted but not 𝒉𝒆𝒓?
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More and more questions flooded her brain. When had she, Lilac, become something separate to 𝒉𝒆𝒓? Was it when they met in Hueco Mundo? Or when he came to her home? Was it when he kissed her? Or when she started to want more?
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More and more questions flooded her brain. When had she, Lilac, become something separate to 𝒉𝒆𝒓? Was it when they met in Hueco Mundo? Or when he came to her home? Was it when he kissed her? Or when she started to want more?
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The shocking realization left her speechless after the word vomit. She hadn’t been truly speaking for herself, for Lilac. She had been mimicking this now separate self, attempting to follow the lead of someone who was no longer present to follow.
She was 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒… but at what cost?
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The shocking realization left her speechless after the word vomit. She hadn’t been truly speaking for herself, for Lilac. She had been mimicking this now separate self, attempting to follow the lead of someone who was no longer present to follow.
She was 𝑓𝑟𝑒𝑒… but at what cost?
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“𝓢𝒉𝒆… ℐ… 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒. 𝒩𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. ℐ ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒… ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛-𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡’𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑… 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠, 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠, 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔.”
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“𝓢𝒉𝒆… ℐ… 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑒 𝑎𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒. 𝒩𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. ℐ ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒… ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛-𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡’𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑… 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑠, 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠, 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑑𝑖𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒔.”
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It only dawn on her then that she was just as much out of the loop as Grimmjow. All Lilac 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 knew is she was getting a new body, one that would allow a life beside Grimmjow.
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It only dawn on her then that she was just as much out of the loop as Grimmjow. All Lilac 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 knew is she was getting a new body, one that would allow a life beside Grimmjow.
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“𝒜𝑙𝑙 ℐ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝒔𝒉𝒆.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ ℐ.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝒞ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝒜 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦. 𝒪𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒.”
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“𝒜𝑙𝑙 ℐ 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑠 𝒔𝒉𝒆.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ ℐ.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝒞ℎ𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝒜 𝑛𝑒𝑤 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦. 𝒪𝑛𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑒.ᐣ.ᐣ.ᐣ 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒.”
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“ℐ𝑓 ℐ ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 ℐ 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 ℐ 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒.” Thick tears cascaded down her cheeks as the exasperated words burst from trembling lips.
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“ℐ𝑓 ℐ ℎ𝑎𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑠 ℐ 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 ℐ 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑎𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑟𝑒.” Thick tears cascaded down her cheeks as the exasperated words burst from trembling lips.
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The satchel not quite reflecting any changes despite having been filled with an abundance of goods. “ℋ𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 ( 💧 )… ℐ’𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.ᐟ”
The satchel not quite reflecting any changes despite having been filled with an abundance of goods. “ℋ𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑜𝑓 𝑙𝑜𝑐𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑢𝑟𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑦 ( 💧 )… ℐ’𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.ᐟ”
carefully storing each one in her evidently magical satchel.
“ℐ 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡,” she added as she finished accommodating the trinkets.
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carefully storing each one in her evidently magical satchel.
“ℐ 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑖𝑠ℎ𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡,” she added as she finished accommodating the trinkets.
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