If only people knew how close I am at the edge of breaking every day. It's exhausting if I talk about it ... Imagine me having to live it every day

Fuck it

So @laughingotter.bsky.social asked for colonel sanders covered in poutine for his mini he won. I obliged. Feast your eyes. #art

Well, lost most of my shrimp due to the changes they made to the public water supply. There goes the majority of my shrimp Biz. good news... switching to RO water, bad news... lost a couple hundred $ in shrimp I worked for months to breed. Only one colony made it which are my bloody Mary...

dealing with BPD is hard. the best way to think about it is like some one with turrets and people get upset with you if you swear or have a tick. I get intense with my symptoms people tend to get estranged or distant. I feel alone and lonely and I dont know what to do with myself

My mental state? I'm just one bad day away from shaving my head and covering myself In bacon grease running around my complex screaming how cars are going to give me a vasectomy. I losing it man

I swear out of the 15+ years I've been working, I've never had to call out of work so many times as I have this past year. Before then maybe once a year. This past year I've had to miss 3ish weeks of work because my legs don't work properly

How dare

More stuff from Akiros

I make things from my DnD games

Let's play a game since i have storm anxiety and need distracting: post your ref and a personality trait, and I'll flip a coin on whether i draw a shitpost or a portrait of you. Must be ok with either outcome! #art

So i'm a bit angry with myself. I've lost all files for the comic dub project I was working on for Angel in the forest including the old files from the previous episodes. Its all gone, and the one hard drive I had backed everything onto is toast as well. thought I was gonna be sneaky working on ep4

It was an incredible @apollobun.bsky.social Carret @enragedhybrid.bsky.social @laughingotter.bsky.social @rfraphide.bsky.social @shooterloot.bsky.social

With Dyno
@noxkitsune.bsky.social
@weirdnessmaster.bsky.social sharing some gorgeous and hilarious artwork!

I'm on Twitch with EnragedHybrid, @miffix.bsky.social @apollobun.bsky.social @laughingotter.bsky.social www.twitch.tv/enragedhybri...