(non-mutuals dni) sad carrie hours 🥀🥀
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*will* be venting about mental illness, trauma, abuse, sh, suicide, eds, etc so tw (we do not glamorize or encourage these in any way fuck off shedsky cultists)
non-moots that interact will be blocked
NO reposting
*will* be venting about mental illness, trauma, abuse, sh, suicide, eds, etc so tw (we do not glamorize or encourage these in any way fuck off shedsky cultists)
I’m questioning whether or not me being a host or even active at all is good for the system but I don’t know how my friends would feel if I went away
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January 1, 2026 at 3:51 AM
I’m questioning whether or not me being a host or even active at all is good for the system but I don’t know how my friends would feel if I went away
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having BPD is so cool and yanderecore!!!! i love it when people either think im an insane monster who’s out to ruin their life OR baby me because they think i will kill myself if they criticize or ignore me
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December 31, 2025 at 6:22 PM
having BPD is so cool and yanderecore!!!! i love it when people either think im an insane monster who’s out to ruin their life OR baby me because they think i will kill myself if they criticize or ignore me
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it’s always awkward when a stupid ramble exceeds char limits
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December 29, 2025 at 7:11 AM
it’s always awkward when a stupid ramble exceeds char limits
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I WAS ABOUT TO KILL MYSELF BUT EVERYTHING IS FINE FP RESPONDED YAY
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December 28, 2025 at 11:16 PM
I WAS ABOUT TO KILL MYSELF BUT EVERYTHING IS FINE FP RESPONDED YAY
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we didn’t eat that much today but ed did eat every costco sample he came across and I feel like that’s too much diversity i think im gonna barf 💔
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December 28, 2025 at 5:04 AM
we didn’t eat that much today but ed did eat every costco sample he came across and I feel like that’s too much diversity i think im gonna barf 💔
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life is so cwazy sometimes!!!! I’ll be having a good day and then my parents talk to me and then suddenly I am jumping off the roof!!!!
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December 28, 2025 at 1:19 AM
life is so cwazy sometimes!!!! I’ll be having a good day and then my parents talk to me and then suddenly I am jumping off the roof!!!!
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okay so we actually showered yesterday and after that our cuts looked way better I think it was just the dead skin and scabs that made it look worse and it went away after I scrubbed em they’re going to look fine in like 3 days tops I think we’re gonna be ok
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December 27, 2025 at 8:26 PM
okay so we actually showered yesterday and after that our cuts looked way better I think it was just the dead skin and scabs that made it look worse and it went away after I scrubbed em they’re going to look fine in like 3 days tops I think we’re gonna be ok
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I felt really really bad and wanted to hurt myself for a second but I decided not to for the reason that we’re really trying to stop but mostly I just don’t want to get blood on our nice adventure time pajama bottoms
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December 27, 2025 at 2:18 AM
I felt really really bad and wanted to hurt myself for a second but I decided not to for the reason that we’re really trying to stop but mostly I just don’t want to get blood on our nice adventure time pajama bottoms
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I’ve retyped this post like 3 times um.
fizzy is good
I love he
he makes me feel good and normal and happy
that is all
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fizzy is good
I love he
he makes me feel good and normal and happy
that is all
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December 27, 2025 at 2:03 AM
I’ve retyped this post like 3 times um.
fizzy is good
I love he
he makes me feel good and normal and happy
that is all
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fizzy is good
I love he
he makes me feel good and normal and happy
that is all
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Had to sit through like an hour of my parents giving me the “it’s because you always on that damn phone talk”
Some interesting things i learned
Transphobia isn’t real
Nobody Ever Did Anything To Me
I’m being radicalized by the news
how. how funny that none of this helped and i wanna die more now
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Some interesting things i learned
Transphobia isn’t real
Nobody Ever Did Anything To Me
I’m being radicalized by the news
how. how funny that none of this helped and i wanna die more now
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December 27, 2025 at 1:28 AM
Had to sit through like an hour of my parents giving me the “it’s because you always on that damn phone talk”
Some interesting things i learned
Transphobia isn’t real
Nobody Ever Did Anything To Me
I’m being radicalized by the news
how. how funny that none of this helped and i wanna die more now
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Some interesting things i learned
Transphobia isn’t real
Nobody Ever Did Anything To Me
I’m being radicalized by the news
how. how funny that none of this helped and i wanna die more now
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worrying about casssssss hhhhhhhhhh
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December 26, 2025 at 10:53 PM
worrying about casssssss hhhhhhhhhh
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being part of a mixed-gender system gets real awkward real fast because we’ll have to be changing in and out of a binder like 4 times a day sometimes
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December 26, 2025 at 10:22 PM
being part of a mixed-gender system gets real awkward real fast because we’ll have to be changing in and out of a binder like 4 times a day sometimes
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i love it when my host is a danger to herself and others guys !!
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December 26, 2025 at 9:57 PM
i love it when my host is a danger to herself and others guys !!
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fuck this i want to go back
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December 26, 2025 at 9:43 PM
fuck this i want to go back
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IDK WHY I THOUGHT I WAS STABLE ENOUGH TO COME BACK I AM FULLY WILLING TO KILL MYSELF OVER A FEW PEOPLE UNFRIENDING US OVER OUR STRANGER THINGS TAKES 💔
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December 26, 2025 at 9:39 PM
IDK WHY I THOUGHT I WAS STABLE ENOUGH TO COME BACK I AM FULLY WILLING TO KILL MYSELF OVER A FEW PEOPLE UNFRIENDING US OVER OUR STRANGER THINGS TAKES 💔
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yeah i canceled these because we do NOT need more useless toys and trinkets plus apparently the knife earrings are way smaller than they look so I adjusted and got a skirt also,,,,,, and we have money left over too i am finances
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December 26, 2025 at 7:27 PM
yeah i canceled these because we do NOT need more useless toys and trinkets plus apparently the knife earrings are way smaller than they look so I adjusted and got a skirt also,,,,,, and we have money left over too i am finances
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I swear to god every time one of us goes dormant and then comes back something subtly changes about our appearance like when gems reform in Steven universe TELL ME WHY I LOOK LIKE THIS NOW. TWO OF OUR OTHER ALTERS HAVE BOWS ALREADY ARE WE ALL GONNA HAVE BOWS AND RIBBONS BY NEW YEARS
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December 26, 2025 at 5:23 PM
I swear to god every time one of us goes dormant and then comes back something subtly changes about our appearance like when gems reform in Steven universe TELL ME WHY I LOOK LIKE THIS NOW. TWO OF OUR OTHER ALTERS HAVE BOWS ALREADY ARE WE ALL GONNA HAVE BOWS AND RIBBONS BY NEW YEARS
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I was thinking “something is wrong with me” and then i thought “something is wrong with cassandra would be an awesome album name” and i. I think that’s telling
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December 26, 2025 at 1:25 PM
I was thinking “something is wrong with me” and then i thought “something is wrong with cassandra would be an awesome album name” and i. I think that’s telling
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Okay Okay we figured it out everything’s fine
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December 26, 2025 at 1:05 PM
Okay Okay we figured it out everything’s fine
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Ahahahahahaha this is the worst. Like actually put us out of our misery please
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December 26, 2025 at 12:51 PM
Ahahahahahaha this is the worst. Like actually put us out of our misery please
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ed tried to get cass to front for like 6 hours and now they’re in this weird in between state and we hate it we don’t know what to do it’s so confusing and uncomfortable
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December 26, 2025 at 12:42 PM
ed tried to get cass to front for like 6 hours and now they’re in this weird in between state and we hate it we don’t know what to do it’s so confusing and uncomfortable
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For someone whose forearms look like barcodes i am a baby when it comes to cuts
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December 26, 2025 at 4:31 AM
For someone whose forearms look like barcodes i am a baby when it comes to cuts
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woah guys you tooootally can’t tell which alter was passively influencing me while I cashed out our amazon gift card
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December 26, 2025 at 12:48 AM
woah guys you tooootally can’t tell which alter was passively influencing me while I cashed out our amazon gift card
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Not a vent I just feel awkward posting about system stuff on main since most of our mutuals aren’t plural
This cool rain cloud lamp we got for Christmas that I love really reminds me of Grey. Bc you know they’re a cloud they’d fucking love this
And now im just thinking about Grey in general
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This cool rain cloud lamp we got for Christmas that I love really reminds me of Grey. Bc you know they’re a cloud they’d fucking love this
And now im just thinking about Grey in general
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December 26, 2025 at 12:36 AM
Not a vent I just feel awkward posting about system stuff on main since most of our mutuals aren’t plural
This cool rain cloud lamp we got for Christmas that I love really reminds me of Grey. Bc you know they’re a cloud they’d fucking love this
And now im just thinking about Grey in general
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This cool rain cloud lamp we got for Christmas that I love really reminds me of Grey. Bc you know they’re a cloud they’d fucking love this
And now im just thinking about Grey in general
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now that our main is reactivated im just gonna use this acc for vents and stuff I wouldn’t post on main for one reason or another obviously
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December 26, 2025 at 12:22 AM
now that our main is reactivated im just gonna use this acc for vents and stuff I wouldn’t post on main for one reason or another obviously
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