anyways that's....going to give a lot to talk about

she asked me to think about what I expected from a romantic relationship and one of the only things I can think about is that I just want someone who doesn't force me (directly or indirectly) to have sex if I'm not well lol the bar is extremely low and my traumas are high

omg just read it and loved it!! thank you! that's exactly the kind of fic I love

yes!! I am a huge fan of a tragic fic

ohh I thought it may be from the mdzs or tgcf fandom

would you mind sharing 👀

and that's my update lol always happy to hear about you all!

anyways now that I'm taking antipsychotics I've also discovered that I used to hallucinate daily but I didn't know because I thought it was normal.......the more you know lmao

I have been reading a lot lately and have gotten into greek mythology and the Odyssey and the Iliad, also the song of Achilles, and can't stop thinking about whether there is any fanfic about that but wangxian

ogg yeah I hate that too lol

Now that it's been a while since my last manic episode, I think I'll be ready to write again soon, I may rewrite another fic of mine or I may go back to the lxc fic I'm stuck in

They are working decently so far tho I'm not as profoundly depressed anymore so I may start writing soon again

not a pregnancy scare but my period was late and I had 3 weeks of PMS symptoms 🥴🥴