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@landmine-boy.bsky.social
Vin ☆ 22 ☆ He/Him ☆ Basic DNI ☆ @i-heart-head-gutz on tumblr ☆ shedsky + 988sky + other shit
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☆𝒱𝒾𝓃★ (MDNI)
@landmine-boy.bsky.social
· Jan 12
☆ Vin • 22 • FtM (he/him)
☆ Edsky, shsky, shedsky
☆ DNI: >17 (will only follow back if 18+), non-disordered accs, political accs, kink accs, zoos, peds
☆ PRO-RECOVERY, just not for myself atm
☆ This space is basically my open journal in pursuit of getting sicker
tags + my aesthetic below!
☆ Edsky, shsky, shedsky
☆ DNI: >17 (will only follow back if 18+), non-disordered accs, political accs, kink accs, zoos, peds
☆ PRO-RECOVERY, just not for myself atm
☆ This space is basically my open journal in pursuit of getting sicker
tags + my aesthetic below!
gm moots, had another rough night but i came to a difficult realization that may be hard to hear
the whole reason i migrated from tumblr to bluesky was to avoid what's happening now, the censorship of content related to EDs and SH. now that bluesky is suffering
the whole reason i migrated from tumblr to bluesky was to avoid what's happening now, the censorship of content related to EDs and SH. now that bluesky is suffering
February 19, 2025 at 1:51 PM
gm moots, had another rough night but i came to a difficult realization that may be hard to hear
the whole reason i migrated from tumblr to bluesky was to avoid what's happening now, the censorship of content related to EDs and SH. now that bluesky is suffering
the whole reason i migrated from tumblr to bluesky was to avoid what's happening now, the censorship of content related to EDs and SH. now that bluesky is suffering
GUYS WHAT HAPPENED I WAS BUSY ALL DAY WHY IS EVERYONE MAKING ALT ACCOUNTS AND TALKING ABOUT PROTECTING THEIR ACCOUNTS WTF
February 19, 2025 at 2:38 AM
GUYS WHAT HAPPENED I WAS BUSY ALL DAY WHY IS EVERYONE MAKING ALT ACCOUNTS AND TALKING ABOUT PROTECTING THEIR ACCOUNTS WTF
so funny story about what's been happening recently
>hate my creative writing class for a variety of reasons which is ironic bc im a writer at heart
>the prime of which being the double standard of my professor saying its ok to write darker things while my classmates EVISCERATE any poem that isn't
>hate my creative writing class for a variety of reasons which is ironic bc im a writer at heart
>the prime of which being the double standard of my professor saying its ok to write darker things while my classmates EVISCERATE any poem that isn't
February 19, 2025 at 2:35 AM
so funny story about what's been happening recently
>hate my creative writing class for a variety of reasons which is ironic bc im a writer at heart
>the prime of which being the double standard of my professor saying its ok to write darker things while my classmates EVISCERATE any poem that isn't
>hate my creative writing class for a variety of reasons which is ironic bc im a writer at heart
>the prime of which being the double standard of my professor saying its ok to write darker things while my classmates EVISCERATE any poem that isn't
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Visual representation of food noise
February 18, 2025 at 3:57 PM
Visual representation of food noise
as soon as bsky adds priv accounts i'm definitely going to go followers only
February 18, 2025 at 2:32 PM
as soon as bsky adds priv accounts i'm definitely going to go followers only
its 10 days till spring break for me and usually that would be exciting bc of the break from school and it is but for me its bc i get to stay home and absolutely FUCK MYSELF UP in all the ways i want to without worrying about going to class the next day
February 18, 2025 at 3:30 AM
its 10 days till spring break for me and usually that would be exciting bc of the break from school and it is but for me its bc i get to stay home and absolutely FUCK MYSELF UP in all the ways i want to without worrying about going to class the next day
man i just wanna fucking feel something so i know i'm alive
February 18, 2025 at 1:26 AM
man i just wanna fucking feel something so i know i'm alive
two realizations this morning:
1) if i attract the worst people (not you mooties mwah) abusers, groomers, anyone who thrives on the misery of others, then what does that say about me?
2) i thought my ED was putting me in the drivers seat in life but in reality it is now in the drivers seat and im
1) if i attract the worst people (not you mooties mwah) abusers, groomers, anyone who thrives on the misery of others, then what does that say about me?
2) i thought my ED was putting me in the drivers seat in life but in reality it is now in the drivers seat and im
February 17, 2025 at 9:55 PM
two realizations this morning:
1) if i attract the worst people (not you mooties mwah) abusers, groomers, anyone who thrives on the misery of others, then what does that say about me?
2) i thought my ED was putting me in the drivers seat in life but in reality it is now in the drivers seat and im
1) if i attract the worst people (not you mooties mwah) abusers, groomers, anyone who thrives on the misery of others, then what does that say about me?
2) i thought my ED was putting me in the drivers seat in life but in reality it is now in the drivers seat and im
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i'll never have a partner because i'm incapable of caring about someone that much
February 17, 2025 at 5:55 AM
i'll never have a partner because i'm incapable of caring about someone that much
OH LOOK. THAT THING I SAID WAS GOING TO HAPPEN IS HAPPENING NOW. AND I FORGOT TO PUT MY WATCH BACK ON. FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE.
i want to go to bed so goddamn mcfucking bad rn but i know i can't bc if i go to bed before like 11-11:30pm i'll wake up at 2-4am and be awake until at LEAST 6am CURSE MY STUPID BRAIN
February 17, 2025 at 7:09 AM
OH LOOK. THAT THING I SAID WAS GOING TO HAPPEN IS HAPPENING NOW. AND I FORGOT TO PUT MY WATCH BACK ON. FUCK MY ENTIRE LIFE.
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i’m so tired of food being such a big hurdle for me. every single day
February 17, 2025 at 2:03 AM
i’m so tired of food being such a big hurdle for me. every single day
i want to go to bed so goddamn mcfucking bad rn but i know i can't bc if i go to bed before like 11-11:30pm i'll wake up at 2-4am and be awake until at LEAST 6am CURSE MY STUPID BRAIN
February 17, 2025 at 2:51 AM
i want to go to bed so goddamn mcfucking bad rn but i know i can't bc if i go to bed before like 11-11:30pm i'll wake up at 2-4am and be awake until at LEAST 6am CURSE MY STUPID BRAIN
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the level of health anxiety i have on the daily is unnatural for someone who claims to be su!c!dal
February 17, 2025 at 1:51 AM
the level of health anxiety i have on the daily is unnatural for someone who claims to be su!c!dal
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February 17, 2025 at 1:07 AM
ok to explain the bullshit ive been going through:
last night i was like "god this ed is fucking stupid, it makes me hyperfocus on food when i should be focusing on actually making myself feel worse and therefore more valid, i should be chasing something that should actually kill/damage me in a
last night i was like "god this ed is fucking stupid, it makes me hyperfocus on food when i should be focusing on actually making myself feel worse and therefore more valid, i should be chasing something that should actually kill/damage me in a
February 17, 2025 at 1:58 AM
ok to explain the bullshit ive been going through:
last night i was like "god this ed is fucking stupid, it makes me hyperfocus on food when i should be focusing on actually making myself feel worse and therefore more valid, i should be chasing something that should actually kill/damage me in a
last night i was like "god this ed is fucking stupid, it makes me hyperfocus on food when i should be focusing on actually making myself feel worse and therefore more valid, i should be chasing something that should actually kill/damage me in a
me this morning: today i'm going to eat intuitively and take the calories as they come
me this evening: today i'm going to carve every square inch of fat off my body and burn it and bleed out and die
me this evening: today i'm going to carve every square inch of fat off my body and burn it and bleed out and die
February 17, 2025 at 12:11 AM
me this morning: today i'm going to eat intuitively and take the calories as they come
me this evening: today i'm going to carve every square inch of fat off my body and burn it and bleed out and die
me this evening: today i'm going to carve every square inch of fat off my body and burn it and bleed out and die
literally the only thing keeping me from cutting myself rn is the Tired Eepy (it is 6am, Hell Naw) but after i wake up again......
a close up of a cartoon character with blue eyes covering his face with his hands .
ALT: a close up of a cartoon character with blue eyes covering his face with his hands .
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February 16, 2025 at 11:09 AM
literally the only thing keeping me from cutting myself rn is the Tired Eepy (it is 6am, Hell Naw) but after i wake up again......
every night for the past few days has been like "what if i fuck around and recovered from my ED" or "what if i fucked around and put my head through a noose" with no in between
February 16, 2025 at 4:31 AM
every night for the past few days has been like "what if i fuck around and recovered from my ED" or "what if i fucked around and put my head through a noose" with no in between
shoutout to the ppl who have EDs purely for the destruction, i see you 😔 ✊
#edsky this ed is gonna kill me or make me kill myself. either way, that’s how it should be i suppose. we are one, intertwined
February 16, 2025 at 2:57 AM
shoutout to the ppl who have EDs purely for the destruction, i see you 😔 ✊
i just got that horrible feeling i get when i feel nauseous in public and i'm afraid i'm gonna have to leave bc I'm sick or i'm gonna puke on the floor......but i'm in my APARTMENT RN BRO NOBODY IS HERE?????
February 16, 2025 at 1:53 AM
i just got that horrible feeling i get when i feel nauseous in public and i'm afraid i'm gonna have to leave bc I'm sick or i'm gonna puke on the floor......but i'm in my APARTMENT RN BRO NOBODY IS HERE?????