it's not just the act of drawing it's also how it makes me feel and what it does to the mental it's not awesome. it's not what i want out of a hobby anymore which is kind of sad but it is what it is

recycling old art and also just remembering that yeah i used to draw. sob emoji. and i could do it again even

i should focus on one.

misc achievements in no particular order
- read my second book of this year
- about to join a gym
- visited friends!
- tapering down on meds
- setting boundaries for work

made beef stew that was good enough to offer to my cousin and grandpa so i've successfully lived it down.

super failed at making muffins and i must live it down as quickly as possible

i lived away from family for a Long while and had my subsistence recipes but now i want to aim higher. i also have a bag of matcha that i haven't super used all that much so maybe i'll enter a minor baking era

one word at a time. one word at a time.