i'm trapped in this world that doesn't exist
i want so many things, but how do i do it?
how do i know what to do?
someone help me escape from this reality
the pain, the enduring of hatred, and the anger
it's made me lose so much
do i really think i'm ready?

-xo #lalaurisa #poems

sometimes that's just how it is
you wake up and everything around you isn't what it seems
you wake up wanting nothing but pure bliss
but then you wake up to pain mentally
and wonder why is it that you're alone

-xo #lalaurisa #poems