cute crusty guy took me on a date for my birthday and bought me dinner + cocktails then we went home, smoked and listened to records and it was such a nice night

i’m sorry but you need to open your fucking eyes if you genuinely believe that every band who’s vocal about their beliefs in social justice actually means it, i promise you the loudest voices are often the loudest for a reason and they don’t give a fuck

will never stop thinking about the fact that since day one everyone has said that when i talk about mark my eyes sparkle, but will also never be able to process how insane it feels when we’re at a gig and he says he’s glad we’re in front of a strobe light bc it makes my makeup look more sparkly 😭🥺

maybe this is the BPD speaking but i am so deeply in love and so fiercely protective of my relationship with mark because it makes me want to be a better person and the little fleeting thoughts i get about him just make me feel like im floating and i can ground myself when im overwhelmed or stressed

ngl i made this priv account because i need to get so many thoughts out and just want a place to be able to genuinely open up with people i trust