Kane Brown said it best

*What if I was meant for you
And you were meant for me
What if this is it,
Our last first kiss*

Baby you loved all my what ifs away
I'm so glad you went and changed my name

I wish I had something to say. Some kind words to help my friends. But how can I when I have nothing nice to say even to myself.

Know I love and care about you deeply.

And I'm sorry

I know my memory isn't the best but I remember learning in elementary school that the files involving jfk, mlk......those were to be released in 2025.

No matter who was president.

Do you know the struggle of having a brain that wants to do it all
Coupled with a body that wishes for the end
Until you feel that for a few weeks,
Getting heavier and heavier
And then understand I've carried
All those tons of weight, for 11,322 days
11,322 nights
Remind me
What I'm fighting for?

Well....I'm here and it's cold. Let's go

when i look at the moon, i think of you