Samantha
ladycoolbeans.bsky.social
Samantha
@ladycoolbeans.bsky.social
She/her🏳️‍⚧️❤️ My hobbies include juggling, baking, petting animals, and swearing.
I wished my family still loved me so I could see them this Christmas. Second Christmas without seeing them and the one year mark of my sister not taking to me. My wife and child still love me though.
December 18, 2025 at 10:46 AM
I am afraid now. I’ve been working really hard since January to be positive and to be mindful but I don’t think I can anymore. I feel like things are going to be very bad for trans people very soon.
September 18, 2025 at 1:36 AM
I am not okay
August 28, 2025 at 1:48 PM
I spent the day thrift shopping with my mom. It was everything I wanted it to be and exactly what I needed.
August 2, 2025 at 9:44 PM
NEW SHOES!!
July 31, 2025 at 12:17 PM
Increased ADHD meds and now I’m all quiet and withdrawn. I am absolutely loving their peace and quiet.
July 28, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Gold fish crackers look like butt plugs that really like their work.
July 18, 2025 at 9:16 PM
July 16, 2025 at 10:59 PM
I got to hug my mom today. I cried
July 13, 2025 at 2:48 AM
First laser hair removal treatment done.
July 12, 2025 at 9:51 PM
Today I’m going in for my first round of laser hair removal. This is another step in my transition journey. I changed my name last year and I feel like that was the last step I took. It’s time for the next step. I’ll be a much smaller one.
July 12, 2025 at 1:39 PM
I miss my mom, I miss my sister. Neither one will talk to me because 🏳️‍⚧️. Grieving people that are alive has to be one of the most painful experiences I have ever had.
July 3, 2025 at 11:34 AM
I decided that I wasn’t going to peruse a relationship with my family. I responded to every text message and accepted every invitation to visit. I put them in control of our relationship. They decided to go no contact instead of pursuing a relationship with me. My family will never show up for me.
June 15, 2025 at 6:31 PM
My feels
June 3, 2025 at 2:23 PM
Reposted by Samantha
June 1, 2025 at 5:52 PM
June 1, 2025 at 6:09 PM
I think it’s funny when allies post pride flags but make it clear they are cis het. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ but no homo.
June 1, 2025 at 6:09 PM
Divites edite
May 30, 2025 at 4:59 PM
I heard the song I’ll be there by the 4 Tops and realized that would have been a great name for a gay band.
May 28, 2025 at 1:02 PM
The gender euphoria I feel from being a bitch probably isn’t healthy.
May 25, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Took my daughter out to breakfast and saw a man with a nazi tattoo and a man with a shirt that says you don’t owe illegals anything. Small towns are only safe for cis het white men. I am not safe here and I need to move.
May 23, 2025 at 3:08 PM
May 17, 2025 at 3:19 PM
When customers at work leave positive reviews about mean it’s confirmation that the masking is working. Don’t want them to find out how weird I actually am.
May 2, 2025 at 2:53 PM
@melissaetheridge.bsky.social instead of waiting by the light of the moon can you just text me when you get home? Then I can come to your window.
April 27, 2025 at 6:12 PM
March 31, 2025 at 4:34 PM