This job might seem like trash to a lot of other people, but for me, this is a massive step forward in life. I'm fucking stoked. Also, my feet are killing me, need me some insoles and work shoes.

My uncle, some elementary school teachers, and psychologists believed I might be a sociopath when I was a child. Just learned that today over beer and pizza. So, that's interesting. Not really sure what to do with that piece of information.

Ei yo!! Code red is still king for neutralizing the taste of liquor in mix drinks. Damn did I get fucked up a many a time in my 20s off this shit and vodka. Man, the good old days of getting black out drunk. Can't do that shit anymore, what with my body adding migraines into every damn hangover...

Apparently, this account has become the place for me to showcase my complicated relationship with alcohol.

Cool. Look at this little cutie my brother bought me years ago. He's just so damned cheerful!!

Life goals

Manga: Hell's Paradise

Life hasn't changed much, but who says it has to? If life isn't shit then no change ain't so bad.

I've got two modes at the end of a night of drinking:
1) why isn't there more liquor?
2)black out

The strangeness of suicidal ideation that pops up when I'm feeling good and typically not sober is difficult to express to mentally healthy people. The best way I can explain it is a desire to tap out while shits good. Why go out sad and at a low point when you can end on a high note?

I actually did good at pool, ladies won

If cgi dancers and half shadowed background people is what it takes to animate light novels/webtoons I love, then fucking go for it. Totally helps that the dude (Ian Sinclair) voicing the love interest (Noah Wynknight) sounds fucking hot.

Why Raeliana Ended Up at the Duke's Mansion

But, like, fuck life man. Just saying.

If having a big TV in your bedroom isn't for reading historical romance manga from the mid 90's, then why even have one? And yes those plushies barely visible below the screen are my babies oshowatt (puppy) and cyndaquil (sad boy).

For the record the manga is Red River, one of my favorites.

Legit

Sometimes when I drink I feel like giving in and dying, most of the time honestly. Then I'm sad when I'm sober and that desire is gone. Will I ever forgot the feeling of almost dying, that moment when you know your free? It's been 15 years and I still can't forget that feeling of freedom.

Ei yo!! Sucks to be poor and feel alone. But hey man, the moon is always pretty.

Not actually a good photo, but whatever. Fuck you.

I live a life of fucking luxury and I dare challenge anyone to disagree!!

Mother fucker!! I knew two buzzballz wasn't enough, but noooo I had to be cheap. But for real this shit taste too damn good. Kudos to my best friend for introducing me to these, but also thank God these weren't a thing when we were younger lol that would've been a disaster.

My dear and lovely poor man's kitchen. But seriously, I finally get to eat some pasta roni after living off frozen foods and ramen for too long. Sure, sure it may not seem classy to most, but for my poor ass this is fucking amazing shit. This and a couple drinks mean I'm having a damn good evening.