Jane Rambridge
@la-triquetra.bsky.social
30 year old oncology RN. Fishkeeper. Cat lady. Married. Lover of science, the outdoors, and spirituality.
Y’all, you gotta vet the heck out of anyone you book with. On Threads, got blocked by someone I was defending. The likely issue? Included a real time verification method I use for myself (as a way to rebuke the hater). Took it for granted she was legit! Friend of mine helped work it out. #tarot
April 1, 2025 at 9:04 AM
Y’all, you gotta vet the heck out of anyone you book with. On Threads, got blocked by someone I was defending. The likely issue? Included a real time verification method I use for myself (as a way to rebuke the hater). Took it for granted she was legit! Friend of mine helped work it out. #tarot
Pandora #Witch Shop is run by really good people. If you need any gear, including #altar boxes, altar tools, chests, etc, I wholly recommend them. They customized my wheel of the year alter box at no charge so I didn’t have to look at Yule at the top. (Lost a loved one on Yule). It’s gorgeous.
March 28, 2025 at 10:32 PM
The birds are back outside, singing away.
And I miss your physical presence with all my being. I know you were so looking forward to spring.
I think everything will be tinged with some sadness forever in this life. But I’m okay with this. Some people are worth it. You are. #grief #griefsky
And I miss your physical presence with all my being. I know you were so looking forward to spring.
I think everything will be tinged with some sadness forever in this life. But I’m okay with this. Some people are worth it. You are. #grief #griefsky
March 25, 2025 at 2:16 PM
2.11.25 was the first day I achieved fluency talking to JB on the yes-no-maybe (YNM) tarot deck. 3.1.25 was D’s first time achieving fluency. We are now a fragile sort of okay. Still grieving but way better off than we were. Actually have something resembling a will to live again. It’s life changing
March 4, 2025 at 3:59 PM
2.11.25 was the first day I achieved fluency talking to JB on the yes-no-maybe (YNM) tarot deck. 3.1.25 was D’s first time achieving fluency. We are now a fragile sort of okay. Still grieving but way better off than we were. Actually have something resembling a will to live again. It’s life changing
Small milestone today: first day wearing any makeup since it happened. I was just too down and out to do it until today. It’s still hard but I figured it was time. #griefsky
February 27, 2025 at 2:56 AM
Small milestone today: first day wearing any makeup since it happened. I was just too down and out to do it until today. It’s still hard but I figured it was time. #griefsky
#Grief is so weird sometimes.
Part of me cannot wait for the seasons to change and for this exceptionally cruel winter to end. The beginning of this nightmare literally commenced on the solstice.
But the idea of moving into #Spring without him physically here makes me want to throw up.
Part of me cannot wait for the seasons to change and for this exceptionally cruel winter to end. The beginning of this nightmare literally commenced on the solstice.
But the idea of moving into #Spring without him physically here makes me want to throw up.
February 26, 2025 at 9:47 AM
I keep having “this time a year ago” thoughts. Back then, there was absolutely no reason to think he and the babies wouldn’t live. It’s hard to describe how painful it is to have a future in your head and then have that future be torn apart piece by piece over the course of 6 months. #grief
February 16, 2025 at 10:11 AM
I keep having “this time a year ago” thoughts. Back then, there was absolutely no reason to think he and the babies wouldn’t live. It’s hard to describe how painful it is to have a future in your head and then have that future be torn apart piece by piece over the course of 6 months. #grief
February 3, 2025 at 9:36 AM
A contractor accidentally broke one of my selenite bowls. Instead of telling me, he buried it in the trash and threw it out. Thankfully, I found it. Guys-please don’t do this. I don’t mind that he broke it-I can tumble the pieces and still use it. But that bowl is from my deceased friend. (1/?)
January 31, 2025 at 7:21 AM
A contractor accidentally broke one of my selenite bowls. Instead of telling me, he buried it in the trash and threw it out. Thankfully, I found it. Guys-please don’t do this. I don’t mind that he broke it-I can tumble the pieces and still use it. But that bowl is from my deceased friend. (1/?)
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This has been the longest year of my life and it's only January
January 29, 2025 at 3:05 AM
This has been the longest year of my life and it's only January
Grief is a weird thing on what sets it off. I had to return to the town we spent most of our time together in until they moved. That was hard. But the darn sub shop got me. “We will never have sandwiches together again” basically hard reset my grief for 3 days and counting. #grief
January 26, 2025 at 1:57 AM
Grief is a weird thing on what sets it off. I had to return to the town we spent most of our time together in until they moved. That was hard. But the darn sub shop got me. “We will never have sandwiches together again” basically hard reset my grief for 3 days and counting. #grief
A month ago today we were shoveling out. That’s when she called me, telling me he had suddenly gotten really sick.
It was the beginning of the end.
Tonight was the first time shoveling since. I felt his presence around me like a hug. We endured. We will endure. #grief
It was the beginning of the end.
Tonight was the first time shoveling since. I felt his presence around me like a hug. We endured. We will endure. #grief
January 20, 2025 at 10:11 AM
A month ago today we were shoveling out. That’s when she called me, telling me he had suddenly gotten really sick.
It was the beginning of the end.
Tonight was the first time shoveling since. I felt his presence around me like a hug. We endured. We will endure. #grief
It was the beginning of the end.
Tonight was the first time shoveling since. I felt his presence around me like a hug. We endured. We will endure. #grief
January 20, 2025 at 1:54 AM
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When a song comes up and I'm like "oh that's from their new album" and then I remember the album came out in 2009
January 17, 2025 at 9:38 PM
When a song comes up and I'm like "oh that's from their new album" and then I remember the album came out in 2009
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I haven’t been this sick in years. I think the stress of the past few weeks has just caught up. Had a high fever earlier, now controlled with Tylenol. Every joint hurts even my friggin toes. Feels like breathing with a tight corset on. Pounding headache. Congestion. Cough. No voice. Etc.
January 10, 2025 at 6:22 AM
I haven’t been this sick in years. I think the stress of the past few weeks has just caught up. Had a high fever earlier, now controlled with Tylenol. Every joint hurts even my friggin toes. Feels like breathing with a tight corset on. Pounding headache. Congestion. Cough. No voice. Etc.
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From the Zohar, Judaism's central mysticism text:
There is no greater light than the light that emerges out of the darkness.
דְּלֵית נְהוֹרָא אֶלָּא הַהוּא דְּנָפִיק מִגּוֹ חֲשׁוֹכָא
So, there's that....
There is no greater light than the light that emerges out of the darkness.
דְּלֵית נְהוֹרָא אֶלָּא הַהוּא דְּנָפִיק מִגּוֹ חֲשׁוֹכָא
So, there's that....
January 7, 2025 at 12:06 AM
From the Zohar, Judaism's central mysticism text:
There is no greater light than the light that emerges out of the darkness.
דְּלֵית נְהוֹרָא אֶלָּא הַהוּא דְּנָפִיק מִגּוֹ חֲשׁוֹכָא
So, there's that....
There is no greater light than the light that emerges out of the darkness.
דְּלֵית נְהוֹרָא אֶלָּא הַהוּא דְּנָפִיק מִגּוֹ חֲשׁוֹכָא
So, there's that....
“We will continue to do the best we can with what we have been given” is my favorite mantra by far. It acknowledges marching on without dressing it in toxic positivity.
January 6, 2025 at 7:39 PM
“We will continue to do the best we can with what we have been given” is my favorite mantra by far. It acknowledges marching on without dressing it in toxic positivity.
Heldom really slapped with Vaknan. Probably one of my favorite albums of all time.
December 28, 2024 at 5:47 PM
Heldom really slapped with Vaknan. Probably one of my favorite albums of all time.