tail flicking back & forth as I scowl at the wall. how. how does she do it. defeat I. how. impossible. must. learn.

I am not an easy person to grapple & she can just like shut me down it's crazy. the cat is perturbed

like I know in a vaguely sense that it's because she is "better than me" but like. what the fuck is going on actually.

truly. nice to be allowed to walk away from it instead of being carried away on a stretcher 🙏🏻

which tbh only inspires me further 🤔

unlike anyone else I know she can make me feel absolutely inept at this stupid sport lol

I understand her to mean "I need to see you defeat some more grapplers I respect" so basically 2026 is gonna be my era of wandering around the city's jiujitsu gyms picking fights with increasingly-tough people like I'm in a sidescroller fighting game

my jiujitsu gets both dumber & better every year as I cut away the unimportant parts. god willing one day my blade will never dull for it will meet no resistance 🙏🏻

uncarved block jiujitsu

if I can get past your stupid advanced jiujitsu moves my "sit on you and twist your arm" technique remains undefeated

filmmaker is great fight music I guess

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my diet has also been the same(bad, like a raccoon eating from a dumpster) but I've also grappled a lot more on puzzle mats which are impossible to properly clean which seems like a likely culprit