sounds closer! (⁠◕⁠ᴗ⁠◕⁠✿⁠)

isn't premonition predicting tho? :o I wasn't thinking "he's going to come over" I was actively thinking "come here".. like not in the future but presently, I managed to do it about 5 times within 2ish hours.. but yeah that thing, I def want to try developing that

my tarot feels pretty accurate for me.. but what's that thing called when you just think of something and it happens? or when you call someone from a cross the room just by thinking of them coming over? that's actually pretty funny to do lol I haven't done it in a while tho

I said fuck it and wanted to do a little card shuffle, just as I was about to shuffle I noticed one card was backwards, it was The Chariot.. like bitch really? okay and then I was trying to think of a card spread as I was shuffling and these 2 cards flew out of my hand.. like gurl 👁️👄👁️ okay~ #tarot

there's also this huge feeling of imposter syndrome while trying to figure it all out.. mostly bc I was shunned by my family for even having an interest in our more native history.. a lot of MX ppl will just straight up deny that part of their ancestry.. wtf is wrong with them, brainwashed mfs fr..