"Yeah, I have the memory of it… But this is my first time watching it"

clutching at my chest

Ok, to counter that first part. There's the Disorder. Is this acceptance? Resignation?

"And trying to pretend to still be that thing."

message to de west: get sillay

i think by the time the email reached me the link expired

Then I went for a walk and now my ears hurt from the cold but that's okay because I can warm up with a hot drink :•)