Well Alastor was my only reason to be in the fandom, but I also noticed ever since I joined the fandom the toxicity was a bit much too, but if my fav character is still hot then I don't care 😆

But he's not anymore, and honestly, anime fandoms are way more chill, welcoming and consistent so... 😅💖

My parents often did try to get me to make friend's and it always ended up horribly because I had no idea what to do. 💀💀💀

Still comes with funny stories though lol 😆

Most likely the case lol 😆

Sir this is France, looking presentable kinda matters here. 💀

I believe the reason was because of all the parkour activities.

However they could have just made more real skorts like that one dress if that were the case.

And if your theory was true then they wouldn't have made the two options for girls I showed. 🤔

Or Nintendo is lazy.

Hell yeah! 🥰

Thank you so much! 😭💝

No it's not abandoned! I'm still recovering from life-long celiac disease, so my original manga are on the backburner for now.

I'm focusing on fan comics for now while I recover since they are less thinky for me 🥹💕

Celiac gives me intense brain fog so thinking is currently a nightmare for me 😵‍💫

Human Alastor looking unattractive with the hairstyle he has.

It looks like the leaks I saw and dreaded, hoping it was false but, turns out it's not.

I'm just gonna be honest, I pick my favourites based on looks first, then personality. If their appearance gets botched I hop off of that train and find another. Art and fictional characters are meant to be enjoyed as entertainment. I'm not making friends with it.

Also I deleted the rest of my post because somehow you were able to say what I wanted to in one post but I suck at words! 😅💀

So yeah, this also sums it up.

Yeah true, I also realised I make similar emotional connections to songs too.
If it's 99% meh but 1% melodic swing or dip, then I love it until my ears beg for mercy 😆

I need one single emotional anchor that I can feel, not read, and I'm attached at the hip. 🥹

Anyway I hope this helps my muffins understand where I'm coming from, and honestly I admit I should have started by explaining this first, but I didn't because I thought my reaction was... normal I guess?

Turns out once again it is not.

So I accidentally look like an asshole... 😅🫠

So I end up making an out of sync character every time 💀💀💀

It's not me being shallow, it's me feeding my interest in a fandom the only way I can neurologically understand.

I experience the character through physical appeal because personality appeal is default to me. 🥺😔

It shows even when I create custom characters.

I get confused whenever a character creator game forces me to choose a name and personality first before choosing an appearance, because I have no idea what they will look like visually and I base the name and personality off of their appearance.