One day I’ll be truly happy again

I always want to talk with people, but never know what to talk about. It’s so painful not being good socially

Well it’s getting close to the time to decide. Where to go where to work how my life will shape up. It’s ver daunting

Crazy cooking nightmare. Really hoping I can get a job out of the kitchen

I’ve become more okay with the thought of being alone, people always say oh there’s someone for everyone but I think that’s dangerous. Chasing something that’s not meant to happen isn’t healthy so improving my time by myself is most important.

Mentally ive been feeling better lately, still working on a bunch of things but at least im taking steps forward.

Being sick is frustrating, but constantly getting worse and not getting answers sucks even more

I like visiting my family, but extended stays are taxing. Sometimes they can be a lot to deal with. The most typical embarrassing family in public sometimes.

After a long day of travel spending time with my family really really helps. Plus an army of animals always makes me smile.

I start to feel better about things but then get stuck in old patterns. Gotta work on changing things.

I slept through the night for the first time in what feels like weeks. I woke up rested and not feeling burdened about stuff. Feels like a massive win over something so small

I ate some of my favorite foods, finished packing my apartment and gamed with friends. Today was a productive good day. Gotta stay positive

I started therapy and they said starting a journal could be helpful. So maybe I’ll start here. I feel like lately everyone has found their spots and I’m just drifting. Life feels so messy right now and so uncertain. The small things I do with friends mean so much for keeping some kind of order.

I’m really nervous about moving and making changes in my life. I think it’s what’s been making me get sick. But I don’t know what to do about it

Hakurei Shrine
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My boss “ I don’t want to have another pointless meeting with this person”. Also my boss we have three meetings today about pointless things.

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