I feel really stressed but also very happy. I do miss drawing because I feel like I haven’t touched my drawing pad for days and seeing all the great art online makes me want to get my pen and do drawings. Thank you for hearing my rambling. I hope you have a great day!

I still have comms to finish up so I will have them closed for now until further notice (again thank you to all who supported me during that difficult moment. I will get to them as soon as I’m able)

Typing all this in a way has helped me clear my mind and I feel better compared to 5 minutes ago. Thank you for your time, patience, and support up to this point. It really makes me happy

I haven’t been able to do all I’ve been wanting to do in regards to my art. I have wips that I want to finish and share. My commission list is down to 2, one wip and the last one is still waiting to begin.

This first half of 2025 really has been a big massive headache. I have faith that things will get better, I know it will. I got the good news that I will be getting a raise at work so that alleviates my aching heart. Faith and patience.

And with my car under repairs after a collision, I can’t even do Uber or Instacart as an extra. Fortunately no money is coming out my pocket after the collision since it wasn’t my fault but it’s still an hindrance, especially here in LA.

I’m getting charged overdraft fees. This is the first time in my life that I’ve been going through something like this. It makes me want to go back with my parents and just stay there.

I really hope that this desperate situation that I’ve been going through every end of month just stops.. I’m coming to a point that this is taking a heavy toll on me. I have to stop and think about what I need to eat because I can’t afford it and even if I do decide to get food,