My industry basically falling apart due to the constant need for "line go up", and our target audience being kids or dumb adults.
Barely able to take care of myself because of my disability, while having to pretend that I'm not struggling just to keep my apartment clean.
I feel like I was a mistake.

Friends and partners always leaving me, especially when my masking fails.
I'll never be accepted for who I am.
I'm probably gonna die alone in an apartment far from my few family and friends.
Stuck in a hell state because all the blue states are shitting themselves when they come to my trade.