Ktanápka Wanáka

But if I stopped, what would really change besides me not talking to myself when I do my dailies or play a game before bed? Nothing, really. So why not keep throwing my shit at the wall til it sticks?

keep my own eyes open 90% of the time. I can write when my head is good and I have time, but that's like waiting for all the planets to align. I can't draw, I hate my own voice too much to sing. I should probably just quit tbh.

Cons
-CCV went from 1.3 to 1.1, no tangible increase is subs, yay going backwards!
-Took a pay cut to do a harder job on a promise of upwards mobility that seems fake, which leaves me too tired to stream more often
-Haven't written anything new
-Spent too much money

Here's to 26

There is no fixing this mess of a sleep schedule, might as well just get out of bed and get ready to crash mid-day.