She has a vicious and addictive kiss. I can't stand it...

I want to be there just to hug you, but I can't

Feeling insufficient is horrible...

The fact I'm about to cry for so little is kinda funny and concerning. How affected am I?

Now I got one more reason to make it

Wish I could be with you 24/7 so I could fill the hole of lonely that exists in you. Someday I'll be able to do it so you're never gonna feel it again, I don't wanna see you like this, I wanna see the beautiful smile that I love the most. You will never understand how much I love you girl.

The constant thought of needing to be better and improving on anything I do, will, someday, kill me. I need a better body, a better physical capacity a better mind. I require everything from myself, even things I will probably never achieve in life and that rot me up little by little...